Sunsets and silhouette dreams

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2010-01-30T14:00:00.002+08:00

sunrisetosunsets leaving this space to rot.

Scrambled eggs

2010-01-16T12:47:00.002+08:00

I suddenly feel like eating scrambled eggs for breakfast.
Find recipe...........http://www.mrbreakfast.com/article.asp?articleid=17#recipe
Hahaha ok I shall go and try tmr. :)

School.......is tiring. But quite fun.
I think I'm like gaining back the feeling to start mugging. But everytime I study, it's usually because I'm doing overdue homework or homework due soon. So I guess that's not really considered as studying.

During school, or during boring lessons, I'll usually be in my own thought bubbles, dreaming of Xiwen the geek. I would picture myself studying at home, like really really really revising for O lvls. I'll have like chemistry notes in my hand, so smoothly memorising all the valency and soluble salts etc. Then after I'm done with that, I'll be revising egeog, and again, knowing every single detail of the textbook. Hahahahahahaha if I could be like that, I'll own O lvls flat and get my 6points and then see if my (zzz) cca points can allow me to minus 2 points and then HELLO VICTORIA JUNIOR COLLEGE :) Yes. I am going to aim for vj. I am going to take the road of university and get a degree and maybe phD HAHAHAHA.........

Ok anyway.....to make this dream come true I think I shall start revising now!!!!!! After using the computer for 1hour+................ Hmmmmmm ok I shall do amath homework hahaha ok actually it was due ytd but it's ok right!!!!! I shall hand up on monday first thing.

I love differentiation :) I love amath yay yay yay yay self-motivation!!!!! But no I really love amath. I love math. Does it make me a geek? :) I hope so. I want to be known as Xiwen the geek who will get 6A1s for O lvls and get a chance to stand on the stage to receive her cert :)

Ok now I feel sad cuz my hard disk is still so bloody useless. Thousands of photos still in my cammie. From ikea date which was like dec??? To this year photos.........

The day

2010-01-02T21:28:00.002+08:00

One of the saddest MVs ever. I like MVs which have these kind of exciting stories!! Like the FT Island one..........then now this is Brown Eyed Girls and SeeYa (don't know who?)

New year resolutions

2010-01-02T11:15:00.003+08:00

1. O lvls single digit!!!!!!!!!!!! I can do it I can do it.............if I could only just start studying seriously. Left with tons of hwk and schl is in 1 day.

2. Familyyyyyyyyyyy. To take care of my bros and talk to them in chinese everyday.

3. My chinese to improve ten folds.

4. I don't know what else.

5. OH YES WAIT!!!!!!!! Decorate my new room. For the first time in my whole 15 years, I have my own room. I developed lots of photos this year, and will probably be developing more IF ONLY MY HARD DRIVE DIDN'T SCREW ITSELF UP. Photo collage wtv u call it wall here I come!!!!

Ok there are lots of stuff to look fwd to in 2010! Like moving house........on 23rd jan yay yay yay yay ok but I will miss kembangan :( I will miss taking bus 30 32 33 :( I will miss walking home everyday and looking at the same scenery for the past 6 years :(

And there are O lvls this year. Sigh. 5 more mths left to prepare for chinese......CHINESE..........CHINESEEEEEEEEEE. Omg I rmbr my oral sucks ttm last year I got 11/20 for chinese oral which is bloody pathetic.

And then it's back to waking up at 5.30AM everyday..............Cuz I need one hour to prepare eat shit change bathe before I can leave my house hahahaha.

Ok monday is coming in 36hours............ ooh ok but for the first time in my whole cchms life, my classroom will be at the new block!!!! Sec1 was on the first floor old block, sec2 first floor old block but further from canteen that side, sec3 was on third floor old block, then sec4's gonna be on dno what floor new block!!! I think. We are gonna be at the new block right????

Ok now I can't wait for o's to be over so that we can hv prommmmmm and partyyyyyyyy after that.

2009 is over!!!!

2009-12-31T11:38:00.003+08:00

Happy last day of 2009 :)
And in 12 hours and a fews mins it will be 2010!!!!!!!!!!

Going to countdown at siglap heaven house later on. And stay over. Mahjong, karaoke here I come!!!!!! 2010 will bring me luck and I WILL HU MANY TIMES!!!!!!!!!! Even though I've forgotten some parts of mahjong.......

2009 has been awesome, I don't know why so many people (cough Jiaying cough) dislike it so much!!!!!!!!!!!! 2009 definitely is better than 2008 for me lar. In 2009 I was happier than I was in 2008. So maybe I get happier as every year passes hahahahahahahahaha. O's are coming up, and in a flash o lvl chinese will be here............... because 2 months of holiday has passed like a speeding bullet train, so how long can 6 months pass???

OK SO HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRR OK BYE FOREVER I DON'T LIKE BLOGGING ANYMORE CUZ MY HARD DRIVE CRASHED AND I LOST ALL MY PICTURES SO BYE.

With my "use cut-paper scissors and cut bangs in the toilet" fringe and my FAVOURITE GIRL COUSINS IN THE WORLD. LUV LUV LUV I WANT YOUR LUVVV HAHAHA DID I MENTION I CONVERTED THEM INTO LADY GAGA FANS????????? We like to go youtube and sing to all her songs HAHAHAHAHAHA PPPPPOKERFACE.

(MEGAWATT SMILE) I bought it for 20bucks!!!!!

Here's my sad pathetic face BECAUSE I HAVE TO WEAR SPECS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFEEEEEEEEE SAD RIGHT. Ok no just until my infection or wtv recovers.

YEAH OK BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE LUV LUV LUV

SEOUL

2009-12-23T21:14:00.005+08:00

SNSD AND SUJU SO CUTE
I think Taeyeon and Jessica are so pretty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Korean craze coming....................spamming videos!!!!!!!!!!

S-E-O-U-L <3
I want to go there one day.........

My dad always nags at me for liking kpop so much. He will always go like "You don't even know what they're singing lor. You don't understand korean." Then I will be like "BUT IT'S NICE AND ALL THE GUYS ARE HOT!"

But I think my dad's very hip yknow. He has an iphone, blackberry, listens to music like beyonce, taylor swift, neyo all that kind of music we teenagers like. But at times I can't stand him. He ask me what I want for my bday, I said "For you to stop smoking and drinking." Then he will be like "Ok I will try. Next year start." Zzzzzz. Or he'll pretend he didn't hear or see. Xmas also same thing. I am biased. I hate smokers. It's the most disgusting habit e.v.e.r. I went to the Body Worlds exhibition at science centre, the one with human bodies on display. Smoking really makes your lungs turn black and gross ttm.

More vidssssss I luffffff youtube.

beg. l.o.v.e

beg/ how come?

tiara lies

taeyang wedding dress

kara. the lalalala part is so catchy hehehe

kara honeyyyyyy

RAH RAH RAH AH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH fav lady gaga mv <3

When I say jump you say how high

2009-12-23T18:17:00.005+08:00

I know I'm so lag but I really love Love Like This!!!!!!!!
After seeing Kim Hyun Joong on this Dream Team episode on KBS like long longggg ago. So he did a demo of love Like This in the show and it was sooooo funny that the others were copying it ok HAHAHAHA and they did the Abracadabra dance from Brown Eyed Girls!!!!!! IT'S SO GAY WHEN GUYS DO THAT DANCE HAHAHA! And after seeing that ep I also fell in love with Minho from SHINee!!!!! SO COOL LAR HE HELPED THE DREAM TEAM WIN THEIR FIRST VICTORY. Ok I only watched it once but I was so mesmerized with watching it............

Watch this too!!!!!!!! Watched it a long time ago but it's still nice hehehehe FT Island!!!!!! But Hongki isn't inside oh why?????? ~ :(

It's xmas eve eve!!!!!!!!!! Gonna catch Szemin's performance that day, haha I can't wait to hear her sing!!!!! And after that with relatives for yummmmmmmmy food yes :)

The shanghai xchange prog ppl are coming back today!!!!!!! 6weeks have passed so fast. In..........9days it's 2010! Oh gosh. Next year's gonna be hell. Sec 4.......... O's........

Pictures

2009-12-16T16:11:00.002+08:00

Cameras capture moments............
Which turn into pictures............
Which then you transfer to your computer or hard drive to store forever............

But too many pictures = laggy hard drive = slow computer = need lots and lots patience to load all of em.
I don't have any patience at all.
If you ask me one thing that makes my blood boil, makes me feel like cursing and swearing, I'll tell you, it's my hard drive.......................my ^&#@(@#@*@ hard drive.

IT'S SO *@#^&@(#@(*#@ SLOW!!!!!!! AND IT CAUSES SO MANY @*#&(@#*@ PROBLEMS. I THINK I MIGHT !*#&(*!&#(! LOSE EVERYTHING INSIDE IT. ALL @(*#)(@!*#@( 100GB + MEMORY OF STUFF INSIDE.

I didn't utter a single swear or vulgar word.

I like to take pictures alot. I love my camera alot. But why does it cause so much trouble for me to transfer them over? Sigh................SIGH SIGH (@#*(@)#()@ SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I still didn't swear.

I realize I'm picking up a bad habit.....................................maybe it's the "swearing hormones" kicking in at this age huh. Oh gosh I must stop but then pffffffffffffffffft everytime I get so mad I just can't stop the feeling of screaming..................stuff.

I'm so mad :(
:( :( :( :( Stupid hard drive.

So happy I could die

2009-12-13T20:01:00.003+08:00

Dreams
I had this really nice dream last night.
But dreams are bad aren't they.
Cause they won't happen in real life.
Which in turn, makes me sad.

Summer fades to fall

2009-12-12T12:55:00.001+08:00

(I can only upload these pictures cuz I've yet to xfer them to my wonderful, awesome, best, did I mention wonderful?, hard drive)
This is my friend Cora, cool fact: I met her through the internet.

I think the old police station at clarke quay is so pretty with their multi-coloured windows.

So many things have happened...................happy things (birthday!!! sleepover!!! hanging out with friends!!!), sad things (I'm back to the geeky black specs, had a bbbbbreakdown)............ See my sad geek face 8-(

Remember how I was so pissed at my hard drive???
But now, I don't know whether the problem lies with the lappie or the hard drive.

I used to think my life was meaningless and not-fun and boring and sad and it sucked.
But now I think differently.
In fact, I can't believe how fortunate I am :)
I had this sudden thought one day.
That in the future, when I am an adult and probably more responsible, I shall go explore the world............and go to those poor countries to help the children there.
I used to complain how sad my life is.
But I realized that all I was lacking was a mother by my side...............
Other than that, my life is close to perfection. Loving family, awesome friends........yada yada....
But so many people out there are worse off than me. So how could I feel so sore about my life??? I would sound like a bitch wouldn't I!!!! Complaining about everything.

Ok anyway. I CAN'T PICK FIONA AND PHELIA FROM THE AIRPORT :(
My dad says it's "too late". Ok maybe it is late..........but still!!!!!!! :(

I think ikea is fun. I like to pretend that the stuff in ikea is part of my house. :)
All the pretty bedrooms, kitchens, living rooms.............toilets hahaha.

I can't believe it's december 12th already.
12 days to chem project deadline. (Hi grp members, plz don't come my house to do project anymore. It's fruitless!!!!!!!)
Less than 3 weeks til sec4.
5-6mths to o lvl chinese.
11mths or so to o lvl everything.

Bye

Fifteen....fireflies?

2009-12-02T20:26:00.005+08:00

Whoo I'm fifteeeeeen.
Sounds so young.
I wish I were 16.

Thankyou for the wishes and the surprise (4 wonderful people)!!!!!! The daisies aren't dead yet. And the cheesecake is already gone.

Fifteen. Sixteen. Seventeen. Eighteen. Nineteen. Twenty.
I can only be a teenager for 4 more years. Then after that we'll all be adults and life would smack you in the face with more problems!!!! :(

Crazy fun days make me :)
More more more!!!
Got a gazillion trillion photos.
Made my hard drive lag like mad. This is for you my stupid ass hard drive _|_
My hard drive is being a total bitch again..................can't even post one teensy photo. "Hard Drive F is not formatted. Do you want to format now?" Hell no!!! Still pissed ttm. OKAY I'M REALLY GETTING PISSED.

I shall post a really really colorful and picture-filled post one day. One day. Maybe next year hahaha. Then I can read this when I'm like........25, 35, 45, etc and look at how silly I was when I was young.

Okie anyway!!! Sidetracking but, I want to pick Fiona and Phelia up from the airport on the 23rd!!!! 10pm (or smth)!!!! WHO'S WITH ME :)

Pissed ttm

2009-11-28T23:42:00.003+08:00

THIS IS A RANT. BLOGGING IS THE ONLY WAY TO VENT ANGER CUZ IF I SHOUT OR WHINE I WILL WAKE EVERYONE UP.

I THINK INSTALLING THE SIMS2DOUBLEDELUXE INTO MY HARDDRIVE FUCKED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(
FOR LIKE A FEW FUCKING MTHS ALR!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKINGHELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(
NB NB WTFFFFFFFFFFF NOW I CANT OPEN SOME FILES AND PROBABLY MY PICTURES WILL BE GONE.......... WTFFFFFFFFFF EVERYTIME I OPEN SOME STUFF THEY KEEP ON ASKING ME TO FORMAT MY HARDDRIVE!!!!!!!!!!! NB WTFFFFFFFFF FORMAT THEN EVERYTHING WILL BE GONE YKNOW. IF I DONT FORMAT MY HARDDRIVETHE THING WILL STILL HV PROBLEMS SO WHAT SHLD I DO??????????????

I HATE MOTHERFUCKING TECHNOLOGY. SO IRRITATING WITH ALL THEIR PROBLEMS.

MY LAPPIE LAGS LIKE FUCKINGHELLMAD WHENEVER I OPEN MY HARDDRIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LIKE WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF CHANGE MSN DP ALSO CANNOT.

BAD MOODDDDDDD. FUCKINGHELL NOTHING GOES RIGHT WITH MY COMPUTER. MIGHT AS WELL SWEAR OFF IT HUH LESS TROUBLE. GEEEEZ THIS MEANS I NEEED A NEW ONE OK. HEAR ME I NEED A NEW COMPUTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS ONE DNO HOW OLD ALREADY PROLLY 6YEARS?????????? SO OLD LAR NO WONDER SO MANY PROBLEMSSSSSSS. MY HARD DRIVE :( :( :( :( :(

SHIT I THINK IM PMSING. JUST SAYING. CUZ I RLY GET INTO FUCKING BAD MOODS EVERY MTH. LIKE MY INSIDE ARE BURSTINGGGGGG. LIKE I JUST FEEL LIKE SCREAMING AND HITTING STUFF AND BASICALLY VENTING ANGERRRRRRRRRR.

NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB I HATE MY HARDDRIVE. MY PICTURES :( ALL THOUSANDS OF EM. I PROLLY HV 10OVER THOUSANDS OF PICTURES.........WHAT IF THEY WERE ALL GONE. I SWEAR I CAN JUST GO AND DIE AND DIE AND DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL 150GB OF MEMORY.......... I HOPE MY HARD DRIVE FIX ITSELF UP...............................

Ok I feel better now

OK MAYBE NOT.
LIKE WTF IM LOSING MY SANITYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

I HOPE TMR WILL BE A BETTER DAY. IT DEFINITELY WILL BE. CUZ ITS SLEEPOVER TMR.
THEN WE'LL TAKE MANY PICTURESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
BUT THEN MY HARD DRIVE WILL JUST COCK ITSELF UP AGAIN WHEN I XFER PICS.
SO FUCK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOSH IM SO PISSED.

ANGSTY ME.

WTF IM TALKING TO MYSELFFFFFFFFFF.
:( :( :( :( IM SUPER SAD AND ANGRYYYYYYYYYYYY.
IM SAD CUZ OF SOME STUPID HELL ASSS THING THAT MAKE ME SAD ONLY.
ANGRY CUZ OF MY HARDDRIVE!!!!!!!!!!

CAN I JUST SPAM SAD FACES AND WISH THE WORLD WOULD END IN 2012!!!!!!!!!!! :( :( :( :(
I CAUGHT THE MOVIE AND IT WAS AWESOME AND SCARY AND I WOULD LOVE THE WORLD TO END TOO!!! NOW IM SPOUTING NONSENSEEEEEEEE. BUT FUCKYEAH I WOULD LOVE TO END THIS MISERABLE EXCUSE 4 A LIFE.

U DONT KNW ME UNTIL U RLY KNW ME.
I HV SO MANY ISSUES.
I HV SO MANY PROBLEMS.
OR IS IT JUST ME.
DO I THINK TOO MUCH.
I THINK SO.
PROBABLY A 100 THINGS GO THRU MY HEAD EVERYDAY.
100 THINGS TO WORRY ABOUT.

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

100 SAD SMILEY FOR 100 PROBLEMS.
BYE

I feel so utterly helpless

2009-11-26T14:17:00.004+08:00

I really don't know what to say. I really don't know how to comfort you.
I'm a lousy sister huh.

"Work harder next time. It's okay.............."
Wow so cliche huh.

"Maybe you can go to normal acad and work hard to promote to express!!!!"
Wow so positive huh.

Maybe I should just shut up.

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah! Roma-roma-mamaa!

2009-11-23T17:39:00.003+08:00

Happy happy people!

GHOST ON THE LEFT IN CHINA NOW!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA WTF HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA still hv more retarded crazy ones HAHAHAHAHA

Her ring which costs 9$!!!!! But hell pretty.

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I LOVE U JIAEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I received the Jandi necklace (yknow the one in bof, the moon and star one!!!!) today in the mail!!!!!!!!!
THANKYOU SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
Ok I knew about it a long time ago cuz she told me she couldn't keep secrets.

Doing chem proj at my house today again was an epic fail. The last time we did it also fail. I don't think my house is a good place to study/do serious stuffz!!!!! We ended up going to facebook (Seraph has facebook now!!!!! ADD HER!!! Her profile pic and status best. Orange llama HAHAHA), surfing youtube (type: stupid blonde HAHAHAHA), side tracking alot (do u knw Lady Gaga is a man. Fo real. She's a hermaphrodite! Whatttttt O.O I thought all the rumours were fake).

Oh yesssssss saturday was my cousin's wedding!!!!!!!!! So awesome cuz I got to see what happened in the morning. The parts where the bridesmaids argue with the groom and best men at the door!!!!! Yada yada. My cousin looked so beautiful in her wedding gown I SWEAR!!! Weddings are so beautiful!!!!!!!!!! I can imagine me in say...........10-15 years??? WHOO HAHAHAHAHAHA. And then we had lunch at Regent Hotel!!!! The place's so nice!!!!!! Took lots of pictures!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so hyped up!!!!! I nearly fell in my heels!!!!!!!! NEARLY. Once only ok. But my feet hurt from standing in them!!!!!!! But I felt so tall in em!!!!!!! I was nearly the same height as all of my tall cousins for once!!!!!!!!!! And I had my hair curled!!!!!!!! I luv curls!!!!!!!!!!! So fun to play with!!!!!! WEDDINGS ARE SUCH FUN.

I love my 7$ diva hairband. Good investment!!!!!!!!!!

Rain rain go away

2009-11-19T13:50:00.004+08:00

Why is it taking so long for ep 12 of antm cycle 13 to be uploaded!!!!!!!!! Danggggggg. But Nicole won anyway hehehehehehehehehehehehehehe yesssssssssss. I luv Nicole (Fox)!!!!!!!!

It's raining so mother heavily!!!!!!!!! How to go out like this!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Danggggggg.

Danggggggg I wanted to go to my bro's graduation today!!!!!!!!! But I couldn't wake up. Why couldn't the graduation be like in the afternoon!!!!!!!

(Omg I just received a text msg from fiona!!!!!!!!! Omg I don't know how she does it!!!!!!!!!! She's all the way in chinaaaaaaa!!!! Omggggggggg hope the internet works for her!!!!!!! Hi do u see this hehehehe)

(AND ANTM CYCLE 13 EP 12 IS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Pin-up paper rockstars

2009-11-18T22:58:00.002+08:00

My internet can go suck itttttt. And my hard drive too. And everythingggggggg. Using the computer sucks now. I can't view my pictures and I can't send them and I can't upload them and srsly pisssssssed ttm.

Did quite a bit of shopping these few days. Happy happy me. But my money's draining.... aww man. But got 3 dresses~~~~~~~ I luv dresses. And today I made a trip to fep to get heels. Went to nothing but shoe shops and immediately left after I bought em. Cannot get distracted!!!!! I think I'll have difficulty walking in the highhh heels on saturday. I think I can only stand in heels HAHAHA. Just stand there look pretty but once I start walking, a walking disaster hehehe :) But I like em cuz I'll feel tall in it!! Like I magically become around 7cm taller. Coooool :)

Ok I can't wait for saturday to come. My cousin's getting married! I've not been to a wedding for a long time. Not counting Mr Lim's one cuz there was no food there hehehehe. This time I can eat 8 course meal whoooooooo. Happy happy me. And I get to see what happens in the morning........ Maybe those tea ceremony all that. I've never been to something like that. Saturday!!!!!!!! :)

Watching antm cycle 13 now. I luv antm. My fav reality show. Cycle 13 is special becuz it's all petite models, standing at less than 5"7 (arnd 170cm). The shortest contestant in this cycle is 5"3 (arnd 160cm). And they call that short. I'm only 5"3!!!!!!!!!!! :( So apparantly to be a model you need to be more than 170cm??? Like maybe 180cm+++??? *looks up*

Blogging is boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Maybe cuz my computer has some problem so I hate using computer!!!!!!! So slow and slow and s l o w. And slow.

Slowly waving goodbye like a pageant parade

2009-11-11T12:10:00.004+08:00

Everybody is going overseas!!! China and Korea :( Oh man I really wanted to go korea :( Oh well. I'm not going overseas at all this whole holidays. Sigh. :(

I'm watching Hana Yori Dango......... the Boys over flowers cast is much more goodlooking.................... the japanese Yijung is WHAT????? A far cry from Kim Bum. The japanese Gu Jun Pyo looks like a horse, sorry to say. But Makino is prettier than Geum Jandi!!!! But the japanese Gaeul isn't as pretty as the korean one. I'm judging people by their looks hahaha ok this is bad. But the story is still sad and I cried after a few eps. I cry at everything!!! Gosh.

I want to watch Jennifer's Body cuz Megan Fox is in it. I also wanted to watch Orphan (long long ago). And Paranormal Activity (is it coming out?). I think it's irritating when I'm not even 15 yet but I'm like dying to be 16. Pfffffffft.

Life is messed up with so many problems. Pffffffffffft it's fucking messed up yknow!!!!!!! How you stay up late every night wondering what time he'll be home. How you wake up every morning knowing your life is one whole boring messed up cycle, replaying all over again and again. You feel so helpless cuz you can't do anything to change it. You just have to wait and wait for a miracle of some sort.

I've got dark eye rings and they can just screw off and die.

Pictures to make everything seem alright and colorful.

I think they're so cute lar!!!!!!!! (Psst it runs in the genes)

At Ajisen Ramen!!!!!!!!!! Mmm.

Spent whole afternn at pp ytd with Fiona! Spent like 1 hour ++ at the new cotton on and bought stuffz. And read gossipgirl at borders. And ate ramen for dinner. And bought this gorgeous sweater thing at mango. And went home, happy.

Jolene: Ooh which pic?? Haha Jiaying see do you feel honoured looking like moi??? ;)
Dan: Hahahaha ohhhhkay I shall not comment
Hengyong: You'd be better off with some other tcher
Clara: Hiiiiiiiiii babe!!!!!
JX: Oh you're jinxiang haha.
Dion: Mmmm I know!
Jiaying: Dammnnnnn why are you in china :( Yeah let's wear heels out one day ok (thou our feet will hurt like nuts). I WANT PLATFORM ANKLE BOOTS.........wtv you call it
Passer: Clarke Quay
Mira: Hi hahahaha
Fiona: Hahahaha yupz I want close and friendly neighbours like yours!! (twitches eyebrows wink1 wink2 wink3 wink4 msn emoticon hahaha) Yeah Taylor looks hot even when he's bald lol! Haiiii you're going china for 6wks..........................
Nicole: Miss you?????? HAHAHA ok lar abittttttt only lar. Abit only. Nvm I bet one day I will see you and your tan!
Weiqi: Haha whats that????

Time to love

2009-11-07T12:46:00.002+08:00

Damn awesome and catchy........

Boys over flowers HAHAHAHAHA

My sister's keeper

2009-11-06T22:35:00.004+08:00

It was hell emotional...........cancer is so mother fucking torturous. And sad. And painful. When it happens in real life, it's really more scary. Not like in the show when the dying girl Kate has nothing to do with you.

So I didn't go out with favs girls today, instead I went to watch movie with Luanchun! First time going out with her!

Hahahaha mm Luanchun said she only cried one time, while I cried like...............3-4 times? Like really cry and tears dripping down. My jacket sleeves were wet after the movie cuz I kept dabbing my tears with em. Damn, I'm so emotional............................ I cry after reading books, watching drama......... everything. Anyway My Sister's Keeper is a tear-jerking show and if you wanna cry you shld go watch it. I've not read the book yet so I don't know if it's different or whatever.

And Wendy, get well soon, why you suddenly fever!!!!! I wanna sleepover at your house next week ok!!!! And haha I wonder if our plans of going Genting or Bangkok this hols will work out??? Plans plans plans. Hmmz hahahaha. Just saying only lar but I really wanna go overseas with friends, so fun hehehe. But now's kinda last min! Wait for next year maybe hahaha :)

Chio chio chio chio chio okokokokok. My cam's ze best ;)

Not much of a clone anymore huh hahahaha. Do we look alike???? Last time we looked alike!!!!!!!! I have no idea how, maybe hair........height........weight hahaha. Eh damn I realised Jiaying and Wendy both have thin faces, WHILE I HAVE A FAT FACE :( Sux 2 b me.

Hmm k all pix on fb.

So after movie I went to meet Jiaying!!!!!!! And we played badminton, basketball, soccer @ my hse's bball cout hahaha. We are so fit yupz. But we did all that in less than an hour and we were tired already hahahaha. But fun anyway!!!!!!! Random but I want to go swimming :( I hate the rain sometimes...........pffffft.

Oh yeah I realised I forgot to blog smth. About the day I got caught in a very heavy rain with Joshua and Deon on the last day of school. They used this mega big cardboard to walk back to school while I used the umbrella. Hmm ok it's funny but ya hard to describe.

Watch this (again)

2009-11-05T16:31:00.003+08:00

It's by FT Island again but a different mv!!!!!! :)
Two parts cuz there are two stories.

Mmmmmmm holidays are pretty boring cuz I've not really gone out. But going out tmr!!!! With fav girl(s). To do........I don't know what cuz we don't really have a fixed plan. Food trip maybe. Go out to eat. Shopping is getting boring. But on saturday I bought new shoes hehehe when I was supposed to buy a dress and heels. I need to buy a formal dress desperately!!!!!!!! And I luv (ankle) booties (is that what u call em)!!! I tried one is topshop. It's like WOWOWOWOWOWOW and I felt super tall cuz the heel was pretty high.

(I think I tried this on?????? Looks like it. It's at orchard ion topshop!!!!!!!!! Oh man I wna go back there to try on the shoes hehehehe)

I like the cut of these kind of shoes!!!! Gorgeous dont cha think!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO OWN A PAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!! In the future perhaps.

Pffffffft supposed to do ss mindmap or wtv and hand in by tmr................... oh man gtg sch at 8.30.............but it's ok I shall do it for my cca pts!!! And prove that MY ATTENDANCE IS NOT BELOW 50%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've read finished the Shopaholic series. Which means I've read 5 (thick) books since sunday. I really am a bookworm!!!!!!!!!! And now I'm craving for more books to read!!! I always liked to read chick-lit genres (is that what u call em). Like chick-flick but it's in a book. Gotta read gossipgirl one day! Just started watching season 1.

It's raining everyday...............................in fact it rained like 4 times today. Hate rainy days but they're so nice to sleep in. But rainy days = no sun = can't go swimming and tan!!!!!!!!!! :( I need to use the pool more since I'm moving out soon! Like nov. But on the other hand, I CANT WAIT TO MOVE TO MY NEW HSE!!!!! :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) I wonder if I'll have nice neighbours!!!!

And I hv pictures but they're up on facebook so go there ok bai

Watch this

2009-10-29T22:29:00.002+08:00

Both vids have different sides and different stories!!!!
FT Island!!!!!!!!! I think they're pretty cute too hehehe.
Oh my kpop craze period is coming back.

Messy

2009-10-26T21:38:00.003+08:00

Crap results!!!!!!!! L1R5 can't even go jc hahaha.
Woah shitz I think I really dropped like hell this time and my best grade is only an A2 for amath -.- The rest all Bs and Cs and an E8................. I know I'm being an ass by saying all this but ya I really deproved so let me be emo for myself.

Hahaha had fun today with cr people!!! Ok maybe they took a long time to decide where to go yada yada, and we made alot of noise wherever we went, but it was still fun! After Popeyes, sat at open plaza at Tamp1 then I left at 8.............. (Jolene has pictures!~)

Hmm hahaha I can leave school at 11 tmr!!! Cuz I have an eye appointment and my dad wrote an excuse letter! Ok hahaha but I will lag behind the others in studies in all........... nvm. My studies are a failure already go poly lor go poly lor..........

And my brother came back from perth and is showing me his manchester united solar powered keychain, he doesn't even watch soccer -.- and his big box of tic tacs, and some weird sign thingy. Souvenirs hahaha.

Toodlessssssss.

P.s. OH YA WHERE IS FIONA LEONG!!!! Why aren't u on msn!!!! She always keeps me in suspense ok, has stuff to tell me but always keeps it from me!

(My pri sch friend came to me and said "I screwed up my l1r5, I got 11!!!!!!" Wtf wtf wtf???????? Wtf?????????????)

Oh yeah o's start today! Goodluck! Gambate!!!!!!!! :) In a year it's our turn!

Living the strawberry kiwi life

2009-10-25T22:23:00.002+08:00

I went to the flea at homeclub with Jiaying ytd! But it sucked. Sorry to say. But it wasn't really great, it was smaller than the previous one I went to, and nothing made me feel go wow or anything. But we bought the same tee, cuz we are cute like that. Only bought one thing.......sad right hahaha retail therapy my ass. Headed down to town (again). I went to town last saturday, I went to town on wednesday, and I went to town yesterday. I am getting sick of orchard ion. And we did almost the same thing HAHAHA ate yami yogurt and takoyaki balls just like wednesday. We are cute like that.

We got really bored and sian, so made impromptu decision to go over to my place for dinner! Wanted to book the bball court so we could play badminton and bball, but other people already booked it :( Computer was all we could do but it was fun cuz we webcam-ed like siao hahaha (as u can see below). AND NOT FORGETTING, _____ IS DAMN CUTE! LIKE KIMBUM! *WINKWINKWINK!* ;) SIGHHHHH. Our fun ended at 9ish, and I was so nice to walk her all the way to the mrt.........................I am a very very very very x 100000 best friend :)

And oh man, Fiona couldn't come for flea cuz she was sick (get well soonz!), and Szemin and Nicole were only free at 5 plus, and Wendy was not allowed to go for any more shopping, so yaaaaa all previous plans were cancelled. Seems like nowadays I go out with aimless plans.

Hehehe attention: Massive load of pictures of me and jy. Sorry if you get sick of our faces, close this window then.

Does this tempt you mmmm takoyaki balls ftw

Same tee hahahaha so cute lor

HAHAHA we wore it inside out HAHAHAHA ok sounds damn lame

Jiaying in denial : "I'm taller than xiwen omg!!!"

This is unfairrrrr why does she have such a nice heart=shaped face!! While I have a big fat round face.

Shit I'm damn lame but I found this cute

Haha pic on the right was failure. Cuz Felicia told me that u could get the holga effect by shaking yr cam! But I forgot to on flash haha so it turned out that way. Pic on left was.....kinda holga-ish??? Ok maybe no

I dislike

Chio right!!!!!!! CUZ I ASKED HER TO POSE LIKE THAT AND I TOOK IT AND NOW IT'S HER MSN DP!!! HAHAHA

Then I tried to copy it but somehow it didn't turn out quite as nice HAHAHA

Holga????????

Now begin the webcam spam (webcams are ze best things on a laptop):

HEY LOOK I CAN WIGGLE MY EYEBROW AND DO CADBURY AD!!!! Ok maybe no

SEE THE SHADOWY THING BEHIND!!!!! KEWL OR NOT LIKE GHOST BUT I THINK IT'S MY BROTHER (or maybe it's...............................mum? LOL)

YOU SEE I WIGGLED MY EYEBROW AGAIN!!!!

Animations are ze bombzzzzzzzz.

I look like I'm beatboxing HAHAHAHA COOL

Hahaha c'mon let's all cross our hair

This is her stoning then I'm doing retarded faces

This is me stoning and her doing retarded faces

We are crazy HAHAHA but I like

I cut my hair today!!!!!!!!!!!! My fringe is mad short!!!!!!! It looks like bangs!!!!!!!!!!! My hair is layered and is darn thin now!!!!!!!!!! Omg I miss my ytd's hair.

And I ate chilli crabs today!!!!!!! Yumzzzzzzzz.

K I have another batch of photos of today with my family but I'm so lazy to post.

I shall reply tags:
Nicole: YES HAHAHA we are awesome
Ben: Huh who what where HAHAHAHA
Dan: I know one person who isn't jealous of u, ME
Jiaying: OK I DONT HATE U NOW HAHAHA and screw u lar u imposter xiwen haha but I know you want to be me that's why u tag in my name. Gunbound.....later lar hahah but alot of people have negative comments on it! Why! And I'm posting nao!
Weiqi: I read in the papers, that he was a no-show at the event! Luckily I didn't go hehehe. Yes you must stay over the next time!!
-: Egeog+ss, eng lit
Stalker: Oh wow can u just screw yrself and die plz bye

Byez

Fall away and waste another day

2009-10-23T20:51:00.003+08:00

E is for exam. R is for results. A is for are a. B is for bitch.
S to the C to the R to the E to the W to the E to the D!!!!!!!!

Oh man had a breakdown today. Okay not a breakdown, but 2 breakdowns. Geeeeez I totally regretted doing that but I couldn't control so yeahhhhh, my face was wet. But felt better afterwards...... Crying is a good remedy to cure sadness.

My eoy results are so-so, okay okay, and even though I passed all except combine humans (F9 awww but it's combine humans anyway), but I deproved alot!!! Getting all Bs and Cs and no As..................geeez needa start adding oil!!!!

Hahaha ok me and Wendy dislike Jiaying and Koonaik. Asses hahaha they kept us in suspense the whole afternoon!!!!!! We were like "Eh tell us lei!!!!!!!" Then they keep giving us clues and hints to guess but we still couldn't guess so in the end, ......... we went home without even knowing the answer!!!!! :( Stupid conspiracy. But had fun spending whole afternoon at parkway area with them!!!!

Flea tmr, retail therapy to ....... reward myself......... reward myself for getting bad results huh???

Lips like sugar

2009-10-21T20:45:00.005+08:00

Town with my favv girls. Today's plan was supposed to be going to sentosa, but changed instead hahaha. Lim Jiaying is STILL DYING to go there though. HOLIDAYS OKEH LET'S GO SUNTANNING ~ So we walked aimlessly and impromptuly, like "oh where you wna go?" "ok let's go _____"...............

Took very lil pictures. I'm posting a few cuz the rest are like............... pffft today isn't a good picture day, my face is fucking fat pfffffft. And today I found out my amath results. Bad day. :( I just need 1 more pathetic mark...................... pfffffft ok now my report card is gonna look ugly pffffffffft. I can just picture tomorrow in my mind. Doomsday.

Our only successful shot hahaha the rest were all cut off.

Okay but my fun will not end just because of results. I'm going to the flea with Fiona and Szemin and maybe Jiaying on sat!!!!!! Hope Wendy gets the "no shopping" ban lifted from her soon HAHAHA.

POST EXAMS ARE WAY GOOD.

And facebook is very noisy nowadays! Or maybe just ytd night teehee. But it's fun spouting nonsense. MAMAMAMAMA PPPPPOKER FACE, PAPAPAPAPARAZZZZZZZZI. Ok eh eh there's nothing else I can say but cherry cherry boom boom. Hahahaha ok inside joke.

Hmmmm school tmr.

I AM CRAVING FOR SUBWAY CAN ANYONE EAT SUBWAY WITH ME TMR.

OK I realised I've not replied tags for a long time.
I'm too lazy.
But shall do it anyway.

Pearlyn - Relinked!!!!!
Felicia L - Yeah hahaha!!!!
Cora - Yeah thanks I'm alright now!!!!
Benedict - Yeahhhh go f(x)! f(x)'s better than snsd!!!!
Pb - Both sassy and delightful are the same hahaha
Celine - SARANGHAE KOREA HAHAHA!!!!
Dion - Hahaha ok then we can be neighbours for.........FEW DAYS HAHAHA
Jiaying - YEAHHHHHHHH LET'S GO OUT ALOT OF TIMES!!!!!!! SENTOSA, SG FLYER ETC OK.
Kele - Yeah my tears were dripping like a tap!!!
Dan - CHALET ~~~ hey who needs to be jealous of you lar plzzzzz HAHA
Xinlin - I bet you secretly cry at home when you watch stairway to heaven HAHAHA and yes, f(x) rocks rocks rocks rocks ~~~~~
Fiona - Hahaha I feel so powerful, cuz even a failure like me can kp deon. Means deon is double the failure?? HAHAHA PENIS!!!!!!!!!!! YES I MISS CHALET~~~~~~~
Nicole - Hahaha you and fiona are f&n, me and fiona are f(x), you and me are............NX......wlao nothing one HAHAHA yeah I like the loser deon lim pics cuz it totally describes him HAHAHA
WB - HI WEIBO OMG U TAGGED MY BLOG!!!!! Yeah ok will post it up...........soon HAHA
yush - AND SHAOHANG U TAGGED MY BLOG TOO HAHAHAHA
Qianhui - HAHAHA NVM I FIND MY OWN GANG GO AND HOOT BACK OR WTV HAHAHA
JX - Yeah hahaha korea ftw! Who're you btw?
Diao - YOU HAHAHA who else OMG ITS SO FUN TO KP U

Omg I am done

Party like a rockstar

2009-10-20T13:06:00.036+08:00

12 sept 2009: I know it's really long ago but I shall post pics up for fun. My cousin Sheryl's birthday.

From this

The candles melt to this.

My cousin who are brothers and their girlfriends hahaha aww

Younger guy cousins + my brothers

Cut cake!

Me, Sheryl, Ah ma, Shandy (who is getting married in nov!!!!!!)

Birthday girl.

Post exams are goooooooooooooooood.
Been going out everyday except for today cuz it's my rest day!!!!!! Tmr I'm going out again with Jiaying and.............maybe Koonaik, Wenting......and don't know who else she asked. Haiyo this girl has yet to decide where to go!

16 oct 09: Unofficial last day of exams not counting cl listening compre. Went marine parade for snow ice!!!!!! Yumz but I couldn't finish. Bumped into Qianhui and Clara at parkway. Clara's really funny HAHAHAHA I swear.

(HEY SERAPHY DO U SEE THIS. I UPLOADED ALL THESE PICS FOR U SO U COULD SAVE PICS FROM MY BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!! PLZ GET FACEBOOK I BEG U. HAHAHAHA.)
17 oct 2009: Supposed picnic turn movie with Seraph, Fiona, Nicole and Jocelyn!

I love Mos burger's kakiage rice burger, always eat that..............Mm prawns inside hahaha.

Pic on right: artsy fartsy!

"I see me in you" (get it get it the shades are reflective)

I luv my top whooooooooooooo~

It's chanel

Why are u so camera shy why why why

Finally

Haiyo Nicole~~~~~~ Luckily the call didn't transfer to pizza hut.

Yes u shld be HAHAHA

Caught 500 days of summer at plaza sing! Great movie except the ending was really speechless but cute. Summer, then Autumn???? Unrealistic. I think Tom is cute. Hahahaha. Speaking of movies......I wanna watch Jennifer's Body (megan fox lei HAHAHA), is it nc16???? Hmm ok after movie, headed to town with F & N. I want to go on a shopping spree. Can I have an unlimited amount of money bank account pretty plzzzzzzz hahaha. Oh we bumped into Clara and her friend, Vicky at Accessorize. She's got a picture somewhere hmmm ok I'm gonna source for it.......

Found it!

Oh ya, 500 days of summer had this Louder game. We were very influenced by it and kept playing during chalet! "Penis, Penis, Penis, Penis, Penis!!!!!" HAHAHA

18-19 oct 2009: Class chalet @ Aloha Changi with Xinlin, Yinghui, Qianhui, Fiona, Nicole, Xiwen, Jocelyn, Weiqi, Seraph, Shirlyn, Hohuan, Jimmy, Daniel, Joshua, Taiquan, Deon, Linyi, Xiaochen, Haoze, Haoming, Weibo, Yige, Shaohang.

Poor target didn't realise there was a sticker on her back that almost all the photos she took had this sticker on her HAHAHA

There are lots of mosquitos there

She was clueless once again

Red people!

Seraph wanted to take this cuz she wanetd to show her pink tanktop standing next to Xinlin's orange shirt.

I guess they wore these colors to irritate each other HAHAHA cute

We have a balcony ~ lol that's how biggggg the chalet is! 4 rooms lei.

I find this cool, somehow. You know why, cuz I took this picture :)

Marshmallow

Nicole: 我是一个幽雅........(yada yada) *raises hands like a ballerina*
Then the great xiwen took a shot of it HAHAHA

Her flying hair

We had the big room for ourselves. It had a big mirror. :)

I took a random snapshot of her talking on the phone..........

Then we tried to recreate it.........

.............but it ended up looking like we were admiring the air con thing instead.

Fiona violently pulls Xinlin to take a picture with us in the big ass mirror. Failed

I find this cute. Like going to spa or smth HAHA

Starting the fire......

Artsy fartsy much?

Loser diao lim.

First batch of bbq food after hours of tryna start fire.....

Honey chicken yumz

Her flying hair

Look behind me! Oh no my cam lens crack alr leh HOWWWWWWWW (haha it's fun to kaopei him!!!!!!)

Seraph!

Mahjonggg

All clean except for Lady gohgoh hahahahaha. Lady Gohgoh.....mamamama pppppppoker face. Hahah ok random BUT PAPARAZZI IS BETTER OK.

Flying nun

Say no to lesbianism.

HAHAHA ok this picture got hidden meaning/inside joke. It's actually us being straight.

Bunnies in a box is funny and sadistic

HAHAHAHAHA I AM ACTING LIAN HAHAHAHA. You know nowadays, they smile like this, closed eyes and look down, and smile trying to make some dimple, or smth........oh the one-side-kena-stroke smile!!!!

My lian-partner-in-crime HAHAHA

8 tong

1 tong

Pong hahahaha

"......................."

Before we checked out

Class chalet babyyyyyyy!!! It was fun hanging out with each other for those hours, even though we were having the chalet at somewhat ulu Aloha Changi, we still had fun!!!!!! Mahjong table was set up ever since we walked into the chalet hehehe. I just learned mahjong on sunday!!!!!! I swear it's a super fun game, MY NEW FAV GAME! Hu, gang, pong, chi, etc etc, terms that used to be alien to me and now familiar words! Even though I'm a noob, beginner, I hu-ed (won) 2 times!!!! Happy :)

Okay, so the chalet didn't go perfect, cuz we took like 3 hours to start the fire for bbq. Kudos to the people hehehe they used up all the firestarters which shows how hard it is to start a fire!!! And Xinlin was cooking the food in the kitchen with her pro cooking skills as the bbq was really slow and people were getting hungry. Xinlin can be a mom HAHAHA.

So we ate and mahjonged and played games for the night. Had supper at 2am in the morning, PRATA! (But I really don't know what's wrong with my stomach these few days, one prata made me full till I nearly died. Yesterday for breakfast, I was super super hungry but after eating half a hotcake, I wanted to die. There is something wrong with my digestive system!! Or else I oculd eat more..........smth is wrong with me oh no) And the stars there are quite pretty! On the way back, some of them were squating on the pavement or smth watching the stars. Oh btw, we saw a golden retriever! His name is Babu hahahaha then we crowd around him hahaha. I LOVE DOGS. Oh yes during our walk we came across a few trannies. Then we walk past already turn behind and whisper "eh that's a tranny right hahaha eh quite pretty leh". Hahahaha changi is so interesting.

Highed all the way til the morning. Sang songs like .......... "A is for adorable, B is for Beautiful....." then we changed it to "A is for asshole, B is for bitch, C is for cock-face, D is for dick-head.........." and had a good laugh about it HAHAHAHA. Mm ok we were deprived of entertainment cuz there's no dvd player there or anything so we could only self-entertain. So Fiona and Seraph went up to catch some sleep after awhile........then things became crazier. We were singing and talking about everything under the fluorescent light (everything under the sun). Heh. SUGAR RUSH. Crazy people kept talking about Mahaoming being a carrot, Linyi being black sauce and you get black carrot cake HAHA. And Mahaoming is a white pig, Linyi is a black pig, Joshua is a golden haired pig, and Jocelyn is Old Macdonald. OK inside joke HAHAHA but I think the mahjong people were pissed at us cuz we were making so much noise that they tried to drown our voices with the mahjong tiles. We were really noisy and irritating ooooops. OH GEEZ I REALLY MISS CHALET NOW. :(

Didn't sleep til like 8. Cuz at 6plus they all went to sleep but I couldn't sleep cuz my energy level was quite high! So I slept for only half an hour from 8plus to 9plus before checking out! Breakfast at macs..................my stomach sucks. And I went home to sleep.........was dozing off as I walked home, like walking with my eyes closed.

Oh and the guys went off at 7plus in the morning leaving us girls to clear up behind. Thanks. Alot. Really.

OK all this sums up my fruitful 3 days of post exams!
:))))))))
I spent 4hours blogging.
Blogging is fun but at the same time, a chore.
But still fun anyway hahaha.

Oh btw, has LeeMinho left sg already, or is he coming soon?
Ok nvm if I missed him, he's not KimBum anyway~~~~~~ HAHAHA

Geeeeeeez I am getting bored now.

Hmm oh ya going to a flea with my fav girls on saturday! Been so long since we went out. Last time was................Jiaying's birthday. Which was like a month minus a day ago, 29days! 29 29 29 29 august hahahaha.

Oh ya and on the 26th there's gonna be a 2cr dinner! :)

And on the 27th I'm going for my eye check up.....................at an eye specialist.

And next week is the last week of school!

Oh fuck I realised we need to stay back everyday for school next week and I have my eye check up appt oh shit need to reschedule everything. And my aunt is in melbourne now on holiday til next monday so how can I call her to help me reschedule the appt. Fuck it fuck it shit. HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII maybe I shld just let my eyes be and wear specs 4evaaaaa. Ok no. Fuckkkkkkkk why am I so stressed over this oh no. I know. It's PMS minus the P cuz it ain't pre.

Oh shit now I feel so troubled. Damnnnnn.it.

Ok bye off to watch stairway to heaven and eat ice cream :) I'm so touched cuz my bro was so nice today and took ice cream for me hahaha ok nvm BYE. Oh ya I am jealous at my pri6 bro cuz he's IN MELBOURNE NOW. On a holiday. Cuz psle has ended. And it's marking week holiday for pri schools. Hmmph. Unfair.

Stairway to heaven

2009-10-16T22:44:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh this drama is damnnnnnnn touching.
Oh man oh man oh man oh man oh man oh man oh man :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
The step mother and step sister yoori are bitches oh gosh can I strangle them!!!!!!!!!!
Like cinderella.
Poor Jungsuh :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
Sigh sigh sigh I hate evil people!!!!!!!!!

Exams are over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Freedom to the max.

Fun weekend here I come!!!!!!!

Ok stairway to heaven is really daaaaaaaaaarn touching watch it watch it I swear you'll cry like hell!!!!!!

Cupid sending arrows from above

2009-10-15T19:56:00.004+08:00

Cupid reminds me of midsummer..........................cupid is blind, cupid is a symbol of love, cupid is a child, cupid is foolish yada yada yadaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Happy birthday Nicole!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's in pink!!!!!!! :)

2 MORE PAPERS TO GO BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes right after tmr's lit paper 2 is over I swear I'm gonna maximise every single minute of freedom!!!!!! On saturday would be picnic or movie, sunday to monday class chalet, and then tuesday school again for 45mins -.- Then wednesday would be no school again but I'll probably find smth to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's funny how time passes so quickly. Just a few days ago we were complaining about the number of papers left, like 12 or smth. Then now it's only left with 2. Ha.

But it's physics oh crap. Seraph's favourite hahahaha. And lit midsummer tmr oh no. Did I mention, for lit unseen, I wrote all about a pregnant teenage girl, and that she committed the sin of having an abortion or smth, and then she could not go to heaven????? Wtf right. The poem was actually about an old lady. OLD. Total contrast with my answer. I would be so happy if I could pass lit. But I really love lit man hahahaha I kind of find a joy in just writing and writing even though I get really lousy marks in the end.

Hmm ok byeeeee baiiiiiiiiiii byeeeeeeee I CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR TO BE OVER.

Hot hot hot 2

2009-10-10T14:00:00.004+08:00

Gay
But
Damn
Cute

And I realise I can sing Gee. In korean. OMGGGGGGGGGGG.

And out of all the hot korean singers, I realise I like Jonghyun from SHINee the most. I hv no idea why but I just feel that he's the nicest among all. SO HOT HAHAHA.

Ah can die. I think he looks nicer when he smiles. Heart melting smiles oh~ like Kim Bum! And Jang Geun Suk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You knw what, I don't think Hayami Mokomichi is that hot anymore. After googling for his pictures, I realise that all his pictures aren't that nice. Only this one is nice, the one which I have for like a year already. I think I posted this a gazillion times....................BUT THIS ANGLE REALLY VERY NICE.

Okay nvm, then I must move on to my next fav jap actor...............Haruma Miura~
Koizora sighhhhh~ I shall re-watch it for the 1932379274th time during the holidays. Never got sick of it.

Oh gosh I wanna rewatch everything during holidays. Korean Jap Taiwan~~~~~ maybe even Hongkong.

Sigh 7 more papers to go. Egeog emath lit p1 chem amath phys lit p2
Sigh
Sigh
Sigh
Sigh

But on the brighter side, class chalet in 8 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Omg I'm like going korean crazy these few days.
Oh crap I've yet to study egeog oh my oh my I've not even started studying anything for any of next week's papers. I think I will scrape through eoys. Emath ok egoeg must go memorise lit die chem die phys die amath ok. I realise I'm more of a math-science person than a humans person. I HV NO IDEA WHY I LIKE MATH. AMATH SOMEMORE. But I think this time really no hope...............I need to get like 70+ for amath in order to get A1 overall for this year................die???????? And I don't like emath!!!!!! Cuz they always give us sec2 stuff and I forgot all that shit about sec2.

Ranting is so fun.

Shite I need to go study nao.

Fightingggggggggggggggggggggggggg~

Wah shit it's like 2.20pm. I used computer from 11-ish to now to listen to kpop~~~~~~~

It's like .............. taking over my life.

:)))))))))))))))))
BYE

Hot hot hot

2009-10-09T21:21:00.005+08:00

I'm going on a kpop picture saving spreeeeeee!
Big bang, SHINee, Su Ju, DBSK, F.T Island, SS501, f(x), SNSD, Wondergirls.
And a mv spree too.

OMGGGGGG WHY ARE KOREANS SO HOT.
Never mind if I can't go to korea!!!!! I shall spend my time watching korean dramas, eating korean food, staring at korean eyecandy (pictures), and etc!!!!!!!!

Kim Bum & Kim So Eun (Yijung and Gaeul from Boys over flowers), Jae Hee & Han Chae Young (Delightful Girl Choon Hyang). These two are like my fav couples from dramas............. :)))))))))))))))))))

Hmm ok 3gr's inside joke (it's written all over the whiteboard):
Pay $10 to fiona for class chalet if you're going! If you don't (joey)pay up, don't (felicia)chua teo(cheekian) when we kill you. We can give you no lee(taiquan)way for late payment. You want we have cool stuff to (deon)lim at the chalet. You can go get a (cherlyn)tan at the chalet! Don't forget to bring extra clothes to cheng(xinlin). Must have fun ma(haoming)! If not you will be very ji2 mo4(yuhui) during post exam. Let's goh(qianhui)! Come earlier if you want good (seraph)seets! (jocelyn)See you there! P.s. Horrible english (shirlyn)sia.

It all started with the word pay. Then my fun bunch of friends started doodling all over the board. It really is funny if you look at the whiteboard. Over here type out like not funny already...........................................................

So anyway, CLASS CHALET ON THE 18TH!!!!!!!!!!! OMG CAN'T WAIT.
RMBR TO PAY $10 IF YOU'RE GOING!!!!!!

Happy birthday Luanchun!!!

Bye

Invinsible

2009-10-09T08:52:00.003+08:00

I am sad
I am sad
I am sad
I am sad

And it's not over Korea

All my close friends will know what I can do to just to find out every lil thing. I just found out a sad piece of info. I shld swear off facebook.

Ok wait I think I'm being very unrealistic.
I shall stop.

Ok shit, I've only read thru ss textbook but I doubt it's enough for the exam (in 5hrs). I'm placing all my hopes on egeog........................... But I have a feeling I'll fail combine humans anyway.......

Ok whatever I am sad haiiiiiiiiiiiii haiiiiiiiiiiiii haixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

But anyway..............goodluck for eoys gambate!!!!!!!!! One week more and it's confetti flying everywhere........or smth.

Every little thing

2009-10-06T16:10:00.003+08:00

I think I'm an emotional person.
I tend to get upset easily????
I am upset now :(
I am emo now :(
I feel like a failure now :(
I didn't get chosen for the korea trip..... :(
I always fail at interviews, korea trip and the internship one.
I didn't do very well for oral......I think. My picture was horrible cuz I got at least 3 prompts even though it was a really easy picture. I sort of got nervous and...................my english came out horrible like blahblahblah stutterstutter mumblemumble stonestone. Like as if I tripped over my words.
And I went to Mr Kek (I think that's his name), who is like head of english for sec3???????
And I heard he has high expectations for english.
I am so screwed.

I am going to emo in the corner and plant mushrooms.
I really wanted to go to korea :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

On the brighter side,
I get to save money.
Things aren't exactly perfect at home.
We need to start saving money now.

But then again, I feel really lousy.
Ok maybe it's not so much about not being able to go to korea, but it's cuz..............why didn't I get chosen? Was my interview really bad? Am I gonna fail at all interviews?? Am I really that lousy????????????????

Oh great chinese paper is next.
My week is so fucking fantastic.
Oh joy next week will be pure torture to brain cells.

I like to rant. Makes me feel better. And then next time I can re-read everything about my miserable life.

P.s. I wanna thank Cherlyn Tan!!!!!!!!!! Spammed me 30 smses, to tell me to cheer up! :) Hahahaha I am thankful for friends like these :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

I need to study!!!!!!

2009-10-05T20:18:00.004+08:00

Really.
But.
Have.
No.
Mood.
To.
Do.
That.

Phys o lvl spa tmr but I'm not even panicking or what and instead, I'm looking forward to the macs breakfast tmr........Mmmmm hotcakes, sausage,......... Oh plus there's eng oral. Can't study one right, impromptu oral righttttttt. Ya ok excuses, I just don't feel like studying!!!!! I can see the future:
Me: *mutter mutter fumble fumble* uh this picture depicts a..................uh..............in the background uh..........in the foreground uhhhhhhhhh..................
Examiner: Tsk tsk tsk tsk
Interviews, orals, not my forte?????

I think I'm working hard enough??? I think I won't retain. I mean, my grades are really safe.............like all ABCs, that's safe right??? Ah but I gotta feeling that eoys gonna screwed everything up, pulling me down. Touchwood.

Ah crap I need to see an eye specialist. Super super mother mother fishy fish (I am so weird). Zzzzz I see the hole in our pocket already wth one visit will cost like what, $100????? Ahhhhh the poke-my-eye incident :( After..........5 months it's still not okay........ roarrrrr roarrrrrrr roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Fishsticks lar how if I can't wear lens anymore :( Oh no bloody hell fish. Worse come to worse, I'll go blind. Wah bloody hell I'm so pissed why me why me why me.

On a happier note, I got lots of songs from Weiqi's (fellow kpop lover whooo~) handphone today!!!!!!!! SU JU! KPOP: Big Bang, Su Ju, F.T Island, Wondergirls, SNSD, SS501, SHINee, f(x)! SARANGHAE KPOP HAHAHAHA is that correct?

Ok stop.
Ok bye.

Bomb shells and broken hearts fall far from sight

2009-10-04T20:43:00.004+08:00

Class chalet has been booked and I'm so psyched for it. I must begggggggg and beggggggggg my dad to let me stayover. (EH OMG I JUST ASKED HIM AND HE SAID YES!!!! But then now he keep asking me "how many guys and girls staying? don't give me all this bullshit. eh isn't aloha the place where they put all the h1n1 people?" T.T)

Okay but before we can even enjoy chalet, we must go through..........eoys. I spent the whole of today watching tv. I swear. And like flipping ss textbooks, looking through chinese words, other than that, I did nothing. I can see my level position increasing in number. Oh gosh. Need to buck up. Ha. Exams are already here buck what up. Pfffffffft.

Sigh I am kind of dreading chinese lessons tmr. Becuz Zheng laoshi is on maternity leave already. :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( I kept my "mian si jing pai" for memories' sake. And what's worse, have to see Lim Jiaying's face first thing in the morning. HAIIIIIII HAIIIIIII HAHAHA naw just joking.

And sighhhh I hope I get chosen for the korea trip. *Fingers crossed* I think I didn't do very well for the interview. I kept pausing. And I think I uttered lots of nonsense on how much I love Kpop and everything korean. Like some korean crazy fan girl. Oh ya btw!!! So happened last night I was changing channels and so happened, I came across this new drama called East of Eden, with KIM BUM inside!!!!!! But I think he acts only in the first few episodes......... Ah nvm it's fate that I came across a drama with Kim Bum inside......... :))))))))))))))))) Ok during the holidays I'm gonna find out every drama that features Kim Bum inside. And go on a drama spree.

Anyway some pictures to brighten things up~ Hop on over to facebook for more.

(21/09) So it was a public holiday. Original plans were to have a picnic in sentosa but I have no idea why we just stayed in vivo for the whole day. But it was fun anyway, I miss 2cr ~~~~~~~ And I wore sunshine yellow for her sake. But I think yellow has started to grow on me, so I kinda love yellow now. But purple's still best.

(20/09) When they came over to study but plan failed. Put 3 girls in one room with a computer and what ya expect?

Happy birthday Cherlyn Tan!!!!!! (04/10)

Hmm ok bye there's school tmr oh joy.

From letters I re-write explaining how to fall in love

2009-10-03T21:48:00.004+08:00

Hi.
I feel like blogging seriously again and making this space pretty ~
Kind of ironic cuz exams are already here.

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I feel sleepy even though I drank like 1 and a half cup of coffee today.
Weird.
Weird = me.
I'm not making sense.
Bye.

Earthquake

2009-10-02T20:07:00.002+08:00

I FELT EARTHQUAKE TREMORS ON WEDNESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My second time HAHAHA.
It was really dizzy and even after the tremors stopped, I still felt dizzy.
I stay on a........quite high floor so the building felt like it was gonna....collapse?
But it was kinda fun......but at the same time, those people in sumatra are really..........pitiful. They lost everything in the earthquake!!!! And the one in somoa, lead to tsunamis!!! And then there's flooding in philipines now. What is the world coming to??????????? What's that called..........apocalypse???

So anyway, it was english paper today!!!!!!!!! I think it's passable..........cuz I wrote essay qn 5 on "Life's Choices" and.................I think I'm gonna get really low...............gahhhhhh. But compre was rather........okay/easy? But I think I'm gonna fail, cuz I always fail compre..............like always 10-20/50. Ha. So basically means my english is screwed. Ya. Ok touchwood.

Ok I CAN'T WAIT FOR EOYS TO END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 12 MORE PAPERS LEFT (including phy spa and oral). I CAN'T WAIT CUZ THERE'S GONNA BE CHALET!!!! AND LOTS OF FREE TIME!!! I GOT A NEW DRAMA I WNA WATCH!!!! 下一站幸福!!!!!!! And gossip girl too. Hahaha I wonder whether there'll be a Boys Over Flowers 2! Drama fanatic crazy girl 123.

Ok anyway today is a retarded day cuz I had lunch with retarded people I mean what's new HAHAHA geniuses. I realise I laugh everyday when I'm at school cuz everyone around me is crazy. Xinlin often takes my specs to wear and I SWEAR SHE LOOKS LIKE MR FREDERICKSON (dno how to spell). He's the square faced guy from Up hehehehe!!!!! And what else.......oh ya ytd during free period we were playing games cuz we were bored and did stupid forfeits.................Ok and ya..................................my memory is the same as a goldfish, 3-second.

Blogging is kinda boring when you can't blog out stuff that are hard to say through typing out on your keyboard......................it's like no one will get the jokes and all.

I pasted a post it on my computer, it reads "NO COMPUTER TIL EXAMS OVER".
Ha. What am I doing now.

Gosh next papers are chinese and ss................Chinese.................I still have chinese tuition hw left which was due like a week ago.........awesomez. SS.....................I kind of love it but I think there's very lil time left to study..............

Ok bai

///edit: Ah wtf I realised my private blog was not set on private mode!!! O.O nvm I set it to private already. And Fiona Leong!!!!!!!! I NEED TO TELL U SMTH. OK IM GONNA BE VERY IRRITATING TMR.........................IM GONNA BE VERY RANTY AND WHINY.

Oh crap I don't feel like studying at all. Oh my oh my oh my oh my I need to get As so I can stayover for class chalet!!!!!!!!!!! Ok but results haven't even come out by then.........Class chalet right after eoys!!!!!!!! Faster book!!!!!!!!!!! $$$$$$ ///

Heels are like chocolates without the kgs

2009-09-27T19:08:00.003+08:00

Everything out of Taylor Swift's mouth is pure magic.
I mean like seriously................................. TAYLOR SWIFT ~~~~~~~
Watched VMAs (I'm so lag I know) just now and Kanye West won jerk-of-the-year.

And I love Lady Gaga now!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe I'm saying this cuz I used to hate Poker Face and Just Dance but now I love her. She is like..........WOW. Ok maybe I still hate Poker Face and Just Dance.
But I love Paparazzi (L)(L)(L)(L)(L) and Eh Eh!!!!!!! :)
And her weirdly unique dress sense...............

Cobra starship + leighton meester ~~~ ok when holidays come I'm gonna start watching gossip girl.

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I think I'm fucking screwed for eoys...........................

////////////OH YES IMMA SAD PERSON.......................OK I REALLY NEED TO RANT TO LIM JIAYING CUZ I THINK SHE'S THE ONLY PERSON I RANT TO THEN FEEL BETTER. I ranted to fiona and wendy but then I still felt sad.................

EH OK I THINK I NEED TO WAKE UPPPPPPPPPPPP. I'm such a.............ok whatever. But I really suck and I'm sucha weak person. It's funny how I've told myself that I would stop thinking already but in the end I think of it even more.

Hi bye I'm not here

2009-09-22T19:40:00.003+08:00

You need to wait for the best things in life.
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SO WAIT OK :)

You were my everything

2009-09-10T19:54:00.002+08:00

Tears are flowing like............a waterfall tap.
I miss you mum.
You hear me?
I miss you.
I am so weak I swear it's so stupid lar.
On 13 oct it's my elit paper 1, but to me, it's gonna be one year after my heart collapsed, broke into million piece, stepped on a hundred times, and just...........fell apart.

Nothing ever hurt me that much.

And I'm not okay and don't ever ask me if I'm okay or not. I tell you I'm not okay already.
Don't tell me to cheer up cuz you don't understand and I can never cheer up.

I'm being rude but ya sorry pardon me I am in a...........sad mood.

Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded

2009-09-10T19:10:00.001+08:00

I am so so so so jealous of Wendy Shuling Jezreel Jiaying Jolene now.
THEY ARE EATING STEAMBOAT AND HOTPLATE AT WENDY'S HSE NOW OMGZZZZZZZZZZZZ while poor me has to go home before 6 cuz of my dad's strict rules...........sigh but oh well..................

Went over to Wendy's hse today in attempt to study or do some hw but confirm can't. She rented dvds.............slacked and snacked from 12 to 5 smth hehehe plus karaoke too. And I never got to see Jiaying or Jolene then must go home already...........

Sigh.

I swear I'm super jealous of them now sighhhhhh eating good food while I eat normal dinner here. :( :( :( :( :( :(
I HATE 7TH MONTH LARRRRRRR SEE ALL YOUR FAULT I CAN'T STAY OUT LATE. :(

Wow look at my posting frequency....shows that I'm damn bored during holidays.

3 days to school omgz.
I swear I've done no shit except for amath ex 9a which is like 1/50 of my hw.

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Why oh why do I feel so empty inside. Really really really empty.
Sigh. I need to rant but I don't even know what I wna rant about and this is so frustrating.
Hmm maybe I'm just a confused teenager who doesn't know what to do with her shitty life.
Dammit why can't I have a normal life.........like normal COMPLETE family, normal fun school life, like in all those teen stories (chick flicks or whatever yada yada)...........

Hmm ok I think I'm gonna make my blog private...............
Then I can write all the emo posts I want. Ha.

It's 09/09/09!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-09T15:36:00.005+08:00

What am I doing at home on sucha gorgeous day!!!!!

I have chinese tuition in 30mins.
I think I will go swimming later on..............the sun looks good :)

I'm self-entertaining myself as I countdown to my doomsday - 25 sept........................... Physics O Lvl spa oh gee gee gee gee. How much % is it??? 20%??? Hmm.
I need to get my butt into Vjc or Tjc or some jc nearby but is it possible?? I'm not gonna go to poly.............I wanna take A lvls and go to uni but if I don't study, where's my future gonna be??

Man...........I miss june holidays...........................it was like soooooooo stressless, cuz myes were over, and everyday was heaven ~
So now I guess I have to anticipate for nov/dec hols ~ My bday whoo yes. And moving in to my new house?? :) But at the same time, gotta start preparing for o lvl chinese??? Stress is like never ending................ :O

I like webcams cuz they are super low quality and can't see all my pimples or holey fringe or whatever (Y) I also don't look like a weirdo smiling without my teeth on webcam!!! :)

Jy: *fiddles around with cam, glances at me*
Jy: "AH OMG WHAT IS THIS HIDEOUS CREATURE ~~~" *runs away*

Haha I kope from jy's blog. I'M A WALKING JOKE HAHAHAHA

You are the daydream in my eyes

2009-09-09T01:12:00.005+08:00

It's 1.13am in the morning and I don't feel tired..............
(Cuz I'm only waiting for the pics to finish sending to Nicole..........can't believe we could take like 180+pics today..........most of the rubbishly unglam like 2damax.)
Have a tendency to sleep late these few days = dark eye rings = me looking haggard all day = chao lao face = yuck pictures = ugly~

Left with 5 days of holidays and I am nowhere near completing homework.................went out the whole day today, but kinda waste of time cuz the simtech whatever open house was boring (I THOUGHT WE WERE GOING SCIENCE CENTRE BUT END UP NOT........) I didn't know why we joined it in the first place. Someone was like "eh wna join this physics thing not, join lar join lar" All of us "Ok lor ok lor write my name ah!!!" etc. But at least got free macs - nuggets and apple pie mmmm.

But I'm sick of macs cuz I ate it 4 times since last thursday. 3 times cuz it was free, and 1 time cuz no choice. I hate macs.

I am so boreddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd and I can't do hw now no mood.

Eoys are in fucking 2 weeks and I have no mood to study tell me what is this lar......................what if I retain???????????? What happened to the motivation of aiming for top 50/100 in lvl??????????? All of it is goneeeeeeeeeeeee. During myes I was still quite motivated to score well........now I find studying a really big ass chore.

And................. head vs heart ........................ I think I shld choose head right.

Hmm okokokok it's 1.38am now..................................................................
It's so silent here at home cuz everyone's sleeping..................
Bye?...................
Ok no wait pics haven't finish sending yet.............and I have no way to entertain myself..............facebook is down, can't take any random quiz to entertain myself................

I'm going nuts and I'm talking to myself?//////////////////////////

Like vines we intertwine

2009-09-07T19:38:00.006+08:00

Lit fest @ st. andrew's sec. Other pics up on facebook.

MR AHMAD IS MY FAVOURITE TEACHER NOW. Alongside Zheng Laoshi ~ I swear he's the most dedicated teacher ever, he spent lots and lots of his own money on lit things, the props, everything................and even though we didn't win, he still encouraged us and went "it's okay" and told us at least we had fun (somewhere along those lines lar).

Happy birthday Mandi (6sept), Happy birthday Marcus chua (6spet), Happy birthday Shermin (7sept).

I'm going to spend my holidays doing homework, studying, watching tv, eating, snacking, swimming, and everything that coops myself at home during my free time. I really mean it I don't have that go-out-everyday-and-party-go-crazy mood. I think I wna turn over a new leaf and stop being so bhb or suaning all that yes my aim to be a nicer person.

I really think my grades are slipping, my life is half screwed...........and I just feel awful..............I have no idea why but ya.

I'm gonna aim for L1R5 of 10 for eoys.............................can I make it?

“What seems to us as bitter trials are often blessings in disguise”
I need to think forward, move forward.............................................

P.s. Blessing in disguise reminds me of Xinlin.
Xinlin: What do you call Xinlin in a mask??
Us: Ummm don't know.........
Xinlin: A blessing in disguise.
Us: ......................=.=lllllll

Bye...............................

P.s.s All of a sudden..........I realised I was pretty stupid to think that way, gushing and ranting about everything.................Haha only Jiaying Wendy Fiona know who I'm talking about *winkwink* ;)

!@#$%^&*

2009-09-05T20:14:00.003+08:00

Fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it srsly fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
My maid took my 20 dollar note from my piggy bank to pay the gas man (IN THE FIRST PLACE, WHAT ARE U DOING TOUCHING MY PIGGY BANK. IT'S MY PIGGY BANK, WHR I KEEP MY MONEY...................), i really can't express how fuckin pissed i am right now. Srsly wtf?????? It's not just a simple 20dollar note, it's a 20dollar note specially given from my mum. And now there are no more 20dollar notes in print anymore, BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY, IT WAS GIVEN TO ME BY MY MUM DO U UNDERSTAND. SRSLY WTF WTF WTF WTF IM CRYING NOW U KNOW. THAT 20DOLLAR NOTE MEANT SO MUCH TO ME. SHE GAVE IT TO ME FOR CNY LAST YEAR, AND IT WAS SUPER SPECIAL TO ME. SRSLY WTF.

I AM SUPER PISSED, SUPER SAD, SUPER FEELING LIKE SHOUTING.

BUT NO MATTER HOW MUCH I CRY, HOW MUCH I SCREAM, HOW MUCH I SHOUT SCOLD OR ANYTHING, IT CANT BRING U BACK.

IT'S NOT THE MONEY IM SAD ABOUT, IT'S THE SENTIMENTAL VALUE OF THE NOTE. I WOULD RATHER LOSE LIKE 100BUX THAN TO LOSE A NOTE LIKE THAT. OR I'D RATHER LOSE LIKE SOME OTHER 20DOLLAR NOTE, BUT NOT THAT NOTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TEARS DRIP LIKE A RUNNING TAP.

HOW FUCKING WORSE CAN MY LIFE GET NOW HUH????????????????????????????????????????????????

I HAD A DAMN AWESOME AND HAPPY MOOD TODAY, UNTIL I FOUND OUT ABOUT THE 20 DOLLAR NOTE LIKE 30MINS AGO.

SRSLY WTF WTF WTF WTF NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB NB

I KNOW I SOUND REALLY WHINY AND WHY AM I MAKING SUCHA BIG FUSS OVER SMTH SMALL BUT THIS ISN'T SMALL TO ME OKAY.

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.Our breath rose in the cold like a hundred souls escaping. says:
- the note has sentimental value
- only because it was given to us by our dearly loved one
- minus that fact, it's just any other ordinary note
- so instead of brooding over something that's already gone,
- we should put in more effort to remember why we cherish the note so much in the first place

Makes hell lot of sense...............creds to Fiona and her mum.

Why did I cherish the note in the first place?????
1. It was given to me by my mum, who is an infinite number of miles away from me in a place called heaven. IT HAS SENTIMENTAL VALUE. DUH OF CUZ I TREASURE THE NOTE HELLO.
2. It's a 20 dollar note and you don't see it everyday. Not every tom, dick or harry owns a 20 dollar note. But now some gas man owns one BECUZ MY MAID FRIGGIN GAVE IT TO HIM....................20dollar note = small change hor..........HOR.
3. Repeats reason no.1.

NOW THE 20 DOLLAR NOTE SHALL ONLY BE A MEMORY................................

Maybe I shld stop emoing over this note, after all, I don't need just a 20 dollar note to remember my mum, don't I. I have everything locked in a place called my heart.

BUT STILL.......................................................I think I'm gonna go into emo mood for 18398173days first. I can't believe what an AWESOME WONDERFUL GREAT holiday I'm having.

So long, my luckless romance

2009-09-05T12:08:00.000+08:00

My life in images.

26 August:
The day Fiona and I borrowed the DSLRs from Mr Tan, and snapped away in class!

28 August:
Installation day, but all pics are on facebook so I'm lazy to make a collage and post pics............

29 August:
Day out with fav girls, went to a flea at Homeclub. And we took a break around the Singapore River area........................I like artsy fartsy pics hahaha but I'm always too shy to take crazy pictures in public.

30 August:
Baked...................til we nearly puked at the smell of cookies. We really baked like 10+ batches........ Hmm so after all that hard work, what else do girls do??? CAMWHORE HAHAHAHA especially when you have 2 DSLRs and a digital camera. Took few hundred photos...........own.

31 August:
Went back to Khs!!!!! :) Then after touring the school, headed to Ion for lunch.................

MY BLOG IS PICTURE FILLED :)

Need to wake up at 6am tmr...............and meet at Potong Pasir mrt by 7.45am............Sometimes I wonder why I signed up for this lit thing.................but nvm lar make my holistic report look good :) And it was fun clearing out the lit room and playing with the props stuffs masks etc HAHAHA Qianhui must rmbr to send me pictures of my pig mask whoo HAHAHAHA.

And holiday my ass. What can I do in one week............and plus there are loads of hw given to us............ sigh

I better go sleep now if I have to wake up at 6plus........................

BYE

I am freaking out

2009-09-02T19:43:00.003+08:00

I was never someone who would be hardworking...........I ALWAYS do things last minute. When I say always, I mean it. Usually before mid-years or end-years, I would chiong mug the day before the exams, or maybe like few days before, but never weeks or months before. I've got an Amath test on chap 6 & 7 tmr, and I've only started revising today. Or more like few hours ago.......................screwed is I.

I shld really really start mugging. O lvl spa is in like 3-fucking-weeks. Whuttttttttttttttttttttt the freaking fish. I am so not prepared considering I only got 3 out of 10 for my chem mock spa. :(

WAH I THINK I'M DAMN STRESSED NOW ALL MY PIMPLES ARE POPPING UP :( PIMPLE OUTBREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG OMG OMG I REALLY AM FREAKING OUT LARRRRRRR.
I THINK I CAN SAY BYE TO MY A1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG I NEED TO MUG MUG MUG OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG AMATH AND EMATH ARE LIKE THE ONLY THING I CAN SCORE A1 IN AND I'M DROPPING LIKE MOTHERFISHWTHECK.
WAH AND I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN GO JC OR NOT WLAO MY CCA PTS CAN'T MINUS ANYTHING AND THEN I DON'T EVEN TAKE HCL SO CAN'T MINUS AND MY CIP HOURS ALSO NOT EVEN 100HRS I CAN'T MINUS ANYTHING FOR NUTS AND MY L1R5 IS GONNA BE MORE THAN 10 LEH HOWWWWWWW.
OMGGGGGGGGGG I NEED TO MUG.
I'M TYPING "I NEED TO MUG" BUT YET I'M NOT EVEN DOING IT.
O LVLS ARE LIKE IN 365 + 50 DAYS OR SMTH AND A YEAR WILL PASS IN A FLASH AND THEN OMGGG WE'LL BE LIKE THE SEC4S SITTING FOR PRELIMS.

STOP

And I am feasting on durian now hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe I know it's stupid eating durian with a fork so I'm going off now so I can use my hands to eat ya ok bye.

(HMMM CLOSURE OF BLOG?????)

Oh ya happy early bday to Mandi (6sept) and Shermin (7sept).
Need to buy Mandi's present...................................hmm

When I start to cry, you kiss my eyes and say I'm not allowed to

2009-09-01T17:59:00.004+08:00

I am so lazy to blog..............or rather, upload pictures. So many things have happened, and I've taken like around 2000 pictures since last week. Or maybe more. And I'm just so lazy to post them up cuz....................I know it's gonna take a hell long time to upload. And I'm still waiting for Fiona's batch of pictures!!!!!!!! Remember my thumbdrive okay woman hahaha.

- 3grace went gaga over dslrs the day we borrowed it, snap snap in class.
- installation on friday was okay, free food hehehe.
- august 29th was day out with my favvvvvv girls.
- 30th august was my dad's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!!!!!!!!
- baked on that day too and the smell of cookies made us feel like throwing up, plus was like a paparazzi that day, snapping away a few hundred photos.................
- teacher's day celebration was entertaining, super junior's sorry sorry and snsd's gee are recorded in my camera hahahaha. And jt's finale was cute, orange people jumping around HAHAHAHA LIM JIAYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't worry, the performance was great, really.
- going back to khs, catching up and reminiscing.
- taught my brother how to use a dslr and he's hooked onto it, he's only 8........and we took a gazillion pictures of nonsense hahaha. And I did homework today, miracle or what hahaha BUT I STILL HAVE LOTS MORE TO COMPLETE.

And I have amath and chem test coming up...........................really needa hit the books now??????? Another busy week, seems like I don't have a free day at all to just relax and watch tv and lay around the house like a pig.

I HATE FACEBOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It has been freaking screwed since weeks ago and is still screwed and I can't fishing upload stuffz and it's friggin lagging like mad bitch.

AND I HAVE TO RETURN THE DSLR TMR TO MR TAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bye my 2nd love~~~~~ My first love is my own camera hahahaha.

A Fine Frenzy's new album is coming out soon...........................whoo hahahaha I love their lyrics.

Till then.

I have two true best friends

2009-08-29T20:19:00.004+08:00

Happy 1st year JWX!!!!!

Will update soon.............................................with pictures...........................

I'm now uploading friday's installation pictures using facebook's 5-pictures-at-a-time uploader, will be finished in like...............1000000000years?????????? It's really s l o w, s.l.o.w, SLOW.............cannot take it I'm a very impatient person zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. (it's already been 3 hours and I'm not even half done with it. Heck, I even skipped quite alot of photos and uploaded the nice ones only, AND NOT EVEN HALF, LIKE ONE THIRD ONLY, AND IT IS STILL UPLOADING SLOWLY................at this rate I think I will have humongous eyebags........)

I keep saying I want to forget, but then your image keeps replaying in my mind.........oh goshzzzzzzzzz hate this feeling. Omg why did I fall................................(see wendy's pm to continue hahaha) I need a wake up call//

OH YA BTW I THINK MY EYEBAGS/DARK EYE RINGS SHLD JUST GO AND DIE OR SMTH............FFFFFF IT.

When two different worlds collide...

2009-08-26T19:39:00.000+08:00

Hai I think I'm going crazy. So much for telling myself that it's not worth it. I think I'm beginning to regret lots of things, but at the same time, maybe what I did was right???? I'm confused. Not as in confused "oh I think I'm damn cute" confused, but confused as in...........don't know what to do.

Ok maybe we are from two different worlds.....................

I swear I've never been so crazy before.........right???? I've never been so crazy over something like this before!!!!!!! My girls can vouch for me!!!!!!!!

Okeh anyway, borrowed DSLR from the school. Mr Tan is a really really nice teacher!!!!!!! Haha borrowed the power camera for friday's interact installation thingy. At the same time........can play around with it hehehehe. DSLRs are like..........HEAVEN. IT TAKES DAMN PRETTY PICTURES OH ~~~~~~~~~~~ I'm dslr-strukkkkkk. Hehehe today I was bouncing around saying "dslr omggggggg dslrrrrrrrrrr". OMG I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY!!!!!!! I shld have joined photography for creative arts!!!!!!

Blogger is screwed. Like for the 10000000001th time.

I think I'm a failure..................my grades are dropping like wtfmothershitzwhattheheck.

Know what...........I think I'm just half sane cuz of tests homework stress and all.

BIG FAT SIGH :(

I THINK I SHLD GO STUDY AND BECOME A NERD4LIFE.

The air is filled with dust and dying dreams

2009-08-23T14:29:00.002+08:00

Oh wow miracle, blogger is working.

Last sunday -

My Yijung and Gu Jun Pyo (heart)

Did serious interact stuffz for like...........one hour. And then we started messing around with Wendy's stuffz for the rest of the time, playing with her hair straightener and all. Wendy's place = heaven. I can't really remember all the details cuz it was like............a week ago. My memory is bad. The others all went off by 6, while I satyed on til 9!!!!!!!! I love her house's food. Had steamboat and hotplate there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yum. Hahahaha during the december hols, I'm so going to have a sleepover at her house. I LOVE HER HOUSE.

Thursday -

Me likey this pic.

That's what you get when you put two girls in a room with a webcam. WEBCAMS FTW.

So ya..............on thursday, headed down to Tanjong Katong smth to buy baking stuffz. Had quick lunch at singpost and last minute decision to crash my house for impromptu baking session!!!!! We baked one batch only, to see how it turns out. Being the pro bakers we are, our cookies/biscuits turned out YUMMYLICIOUS. Hehehehe next sunday we're baking again for teacher's day!

This week has been funny and embarassing.

Cca investiture on monday......................................wahpiang don't wanna talk about it. But conclusion is, I HATE MRS LIM. Seriously she is one big joke. Must pin up every strand of hair, your shoes cannot be so black, cannot use chopstick to tie your hair, must tuck in cca shirt etc etc. But I'm glad investiture is over hahaha BUT NEXT YEAR STILL HAVE LEH OH MY MAMA.

Oh ya, during chem spa on thurs, Nicole spilled potassium manganate all over the floor and Fiona washed the potassium manganate off her hands with sulphuric acid - but forgot to wash it off with water. Blondes of the century.

Ahh I think I have no mood to study at all. I have a feeling I'm gonna flunk lots of tests and end up at the bottom of the class.

I am troubled girl no more and I can think straight now.
Or so I think.
Hahaha ok now only Wendy Jiaying and Fiona know what I'm talking bout.
Thanks for the advices, but...............I don't know what to do!!!!!!! Hai ok I'm still confused.

My life is so boring.
Xiwenoverandout.

P.s. OH YA I NEARLY FORGOT, I read in the papers ytd, and there were rumours that Lady Gaga is a guy. First Megan Fox (who is totally hot and impossible to be a guy), now Lady Gaga???? Hahaha ok I don't really like Lady Gaga anyway, I only like 2 of her songs.........Paparazzi and Eh Eh HAHAHA. And btw, playlist.com has some......problems. No wonder my blog has no songs playing ~

My tank is running empty, somebody rescue me

2009-08-22T21:54:00.001+08:00

LOL I THINK WHEN I FACE THAT ANGLE, MY CHIN LOOKS SHARP.
HAHAHAHA taken on thursday, which was impromptu baking session with Fiona.

And yes blogger is even screwed-er than yesterday so I cannot upload anything. Also lazy to use photobucket.......will take mama long time to upload everything blah resize blah copy code blah blah etc. Maybe I shld switch to livejournal or smth...........

I bought seventeen today. I want that 10bux skirt on page 25. It has studssssssssssssss *blink blink* need time and moolah........... and exams are round the corner!!!! Oh my friggin ass gosh do you know O lvl SPA is in one mth's time!!!!! And EOYs are in....... 6 weeks or so???? AND IN A YEAR'S TIME, WE WILL BE SITTING FOR OUR O'S!!!!! AND DO YOU KNOW HOW FAST TIME PASSES? IT'S LIKE THE END OF TERM 3 ALREADY. TIME PASSES LIKE THE SPEED OF LIGHT.

OH AM GEE.

Read angus, thongs and full frontal snogging today. I need to go and borrow more of the series........

Anddddddddddddddddd I'm still a troubled girl. :( My girls told me it isn't worth thinking about it at all cuz.........it's not worth it. They're probably right anyway......................................dot dot dot my mind has gone sot already. NVM I SHALL FOCUS MY ATTENTION ON THINGS LIKE STUDIES INSTEAD. I SHALL AIM FOR TJC OR VJC AND HAVE A BRIGHT FUTURE, GO TO UNI, EARN MY FIRST MILLION BY.............26, AND GET MARRIED BY 27!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YA HAHAHA......HAHA...........HA GREAT LIFE PLAN XIWEN.

OK bye

We're standing there like destiny

2009-08-21T21:31:00.004+08:00

Should I fight for what I want, or just forget it?
Should I listen to my head, or my heart?
Should I even be thinking about all this at all?

Time will tell......................?
I don't know.
I need some answers.
Or some kind of pill to help me ................. forget.
Or better yet, some luck or indication or something to tell me what I wanna hear.

You really don't know what I'm talking about unless you're Wendy or Jiaying.

I'm like a hopeless pathetic brainless addicted whiny dumb-struck fool when it comes to love.
I swear I'm very weird.

I think I'm damn irritating cuz whenever I feel damn troubled, the first people I would rant to would be Wendy and Jiaying...................... but I think I've rant this to them like a million times already and I still can't get over it. So beware Wendy.............tmr you're gonna see my sad face as I rant to you how troubled and how much I need advice or something to make me happy or something AND OMG I REALLY AM GOING CRAZY. Over this.

Oh ya, blogger and facebook is screwed..................................I've got a milion pictures to upload but both blogger and fb are hopelessly screwed.

(P.s. listen to Future Love by Kristinia Debarge.......nth to do with this post anyway but ya LISTEN TO IT)

Head versus my heart

2009-08-14T20:07:00.011+08:00

Whoo blogger is normal now. Facebook is still bloody screwed.
Ignore my previous post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Needed to really rant and let it all out.

My great monday:

"Eh Nicole where are you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"Wah Nicole faster come lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"

Oops lazy to flip. My fav sweet potato fritters!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

G.I JOE!

The day she's early, the day pigs can fly!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA

Yuck my fat face.

OUR FAV SWEET POTATO FRITTERS WHOOOOOOOOOO! And crispy chicken from that stall also damn nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My face.........................GO LAUGH LOR.

Nicole's...........holga effect? What's a holga. (OK HAHA TURNS OUT THIS IS NOT HOLGA EFFECT. Holga effect is the...........one with the lights going crazy in the night that one hahaha revelation????)

We're like imitating the poster thingo.

A really cute show! I mean, what other show is this colourful!

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So.................................TGIF

Another week has gone by................Miraculously, THERE WERE NO TESTS THIS WEEK. HOW AMAZING IS THAT.

Ok
Toodles!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm losing myself, trying to compete

2009-08-13T20:00:00.002+08:00

Facebook and blogger are both screwed!!!!!!!!!!!! No pictures.

So anyway, since this is my blog, I'm gonna rant and not give a damn who reads it!!!!!!!!!!!

Firstly, I've been swearing more these few days!!!!!!!! Not that I want to, but.........I WAS HAVING A MOTHER FUCKING BAD MOOD FOR THESE FEW DAYS...........I reckon it's pms so yeah...... mood swings suxxxxx you know. I kept swearing (silently) "fuck fuck fuck" especially on tuesday, cuz I was bloody stressed after realising I had tons of undone hw......... I didn't do a single shit during national day holiday HAHAHA. Oh no what's happening to my demure side HAHAHA :( To top it all, I need to go for investiture like motherf--------. I'm only doing it for cca points. Seriously, I know it's gonna be kinda weirdly embarrassing when I go up on stage and they annouce "Ng xiwen, green club president" Nb nb nb nb nb nb nb. Ok but there's another worse thing, MY AMATH QUIZ GOT 14!!!!!!!!!!!!! F*CKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. I thought the test was easy and I could score well, but sigh........my life is a joke afterall. AND THE WORSE OF THE WORSE, I made myself a fool during today's badminton interclass. I didn't know that you had to serve the shuttlecock diagonally.................lost like 8 pts because of my stupidity. Damn lar............. I think I don't wanna join badminton already. Sorry for making 3gr lose :( :( :( :( :( OH FUCK IM SUCH A BLONDEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

That's why, MY LIFE = A JOKE.

And I think I'm seriously weird, CUZ EVEN WHEN I'M ANGRY OR SAD I SMILE LEH (just like during the badminton match, I still sort of smiled and went "we're losing leh fuck"). I FRIGGIN SMILE WHEN I DON'T FEEL HAPPY. That's how weird I am ohzzzzzzzzzz. Stupid smile that's plastered on my face................

The only happy thing this week would be........movie marathon on monday. Caught G.I Joe (WATCH IT OK!!!! I think it's equally nice as transformers!) with Fiona and Nicole, followed by Up (MAD CUTE OK WATCH IT TOO) with Fiona Nicole Joshua Taiquan Linyi and Jimmy. I KNOW I'M SUCH A LAGGER I STILL HAVEN'T WATCH HARRY POTTER YET..............F&N let's go watch Harry Potter one day ok before it's not showing anymore. Can't post pictures because blogger is a bitch and has so many problems. Ok nvm it's all on facebook.......BUT FACEBOOK IS SCREWED AS WELL OH DOUBLE FUCKING JOY YES. Using the computer is meaningless so I'm off. Maybe I should go emo in the corner and plant mushrooms now, or go study my amath or smth so my grades won't slip, cuz EOYs are in the 3rd week of term 4, and my life is a total failure so...................z.

I'm MS-ING. Which is PMS minus the P.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
Yes ok I feel better now

P.s. I ain't a fan of horror movies but.................I wanna watch Orphan!!!!!!! On tv the advertisement made it seem so nice hehehehe. And I think the girl isn't really a ghost which makes it less scary (she looks like a mouse to me ok which makes it seem a lil funny)????? But it's NC16............oh gr8 just when I have the courage to watch a horror movie in cinemas.

Another sun soaked season fades away

2009-08-09T18:00:00.006+08:00

HI

Shi Lian pai with Jiaying on my webcam (1 aug):

Love our faces? I BET YOU DO.

Town with Fiona (7th aug):

I don't like the oversized tank I'm wearing.................. THE GUY'S FACE DAMN SCARY WEIRD LEH.

We checked out Ion, AND I LOVE THE SHOP RUBI!!!!!!!! Gorgeous shoes............ and great quote: "Shoes make me happy. I'm superficial. Whatever." Bought $4.90 sandals at Uniqlo!!!!!!!!!!! I'm a sucker for cheap thrills and my nickname is Cheapo hahaha! Headed down to Far East Plaza, to buy my dress!!!!!!!! THANKS FIONA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bought Mr Lim's present too. Love songs 101.

Mr Lim's wedding (8th aug):

I think Seraphy looks very pretty in this candid shot!!!!!!! Really!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy purple couple.

Everybody's wearing so formally and prettily and handsomely!!!! GO US.

Real piercings while the rest of the guys' ones are magnet type or smth. I'm tempted for a helix piercing but I know I can never have one...............................sigh.

"................................................." HAHAHAHA

Oh my................ Deon still claimed that the light shining directly behind him makes him holy and awesome or smth. Talk about big ego. HAHAHA

Us girls and the wedding car! But we're blocking it anyway so yeah.

Taking pics with toothpick thin Qianhui makes my face look fat only. Ok wait, my face is fat in the first place...............sigh. Love my dress. Great big thanks to Fiona!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU!!! THANKS FOR HELPING ME SAVE $7!!!!!!

Let's all do the V^^V pose. Let's all *cough* worship and imitate what our *cough* great idol is doing.

Compare this with the one below!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HEHEHEHE

Deon: Wah I'm so cute............... Nicole: Pffffffffffffffffffffft.

Cherlyn is the mother of all white/fair people hehehehehe LET'S GO TANNING OKEH!!!

My face like jiaobin hahaha Fiona taught me this word.

*cough* handsome dudes

AND PRETTY GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Is it me or does my arm look super flabby :( It is lor damn needa go do more push ups everyday!!!!!!!!

I like his suit!!!!!!!!!!! And his fav color is purple!!!!! Purple rocks. And Cherlyn is definitely whiter than Fiona.

I think wedding cars really are pretty.

Artsy fartsy!!!! I like grassy shots.

So yesterday was Mr Joel Lim's wedding!!!!!!! Congrats to Mr and Mrs Lim hahahaha. Met up with the class at Kembangan mrt, and I was sweating like mad cuz I just took a 10min walk from my house......................... We reached the church late by few mins, cuz we alighted at the wrong bus stop. But others were later than us hehehe. I've never been to a church wedding before, so it's quite interesting to witness one! Took lotsa pictures with my awesome camera................. I bring it everywhere hehehehe.

Went home after the wedding.................... I wished I could join them........ they went lan and kallang leisure park or smth.......................... damn lar I want another class outing!

But.............I WENT FOR MY EYE APPOINTMENT. And I can wear my lens on wednesday!!!!!!!!!!! Provided if I'm able to collect them on tuesday. Yes yes yes yes overjoyed whooo finally I can say bye to my muther-irritating-fugly-damn-reflective specs!!!!! Whoo yes hope tuesday comes faster ~~~~~~

And, having movie marathon with Fiona and Nicole tmr : HARRY POTTER (I bet everybody watched it already............), UP (colourful helium balloons teehee) AND G.I. JOE (CHANNING TATUM OOH~~~~~ HE'S THE HOTTIE IN STEP UP & SHE'S THE MAN). Thank god for Cathay's $6 movie tix (is it still $6 during public holidays?)!!!!

And some school updates:
Had a test everyday if new south wales counts. Tuesday was LUNCHBOX DAY!!!! Almost all the girls brought packed food to school, I brought fried rice while the others brought food like spaghetti, rice, sandwiches, noodles etc. We should make every tuesday official bring-your-own-food day. So much better than eating expensive canteen food.

National day celebrations on friday, first time sitting on 2nd level!!!!!!!! Quite cool lar hahaha you can see everything from up there! When they played all the singapore songs, almost all the sec3 classes were high-ing away, but don't know why everybody in 3gr weren't so high! Then Ma Haoming went: "STAND UP FOR CHINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" during the stand up for singapore song hahahaha!

And, I like this year's ndp song!!!!!!!!!! Don't know why alot of singaporeans complain on newspaper that this year's song wasn't nice. I think the song's nice!!!!!!

Random pics with family!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Becuz they're no.1 in my heart awwww:

Love balloons. Heh I think I'm starting to love yellow more (see this jiaying)

Helium balloons!!!!

Me with fattie yong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HEHEHEHE

She's cute on the outside but a monster on the inside.

Cutie brudder! I tell you, cuteness is hereditary!!

SELF SHOTS HAHAHAHAHA IN EVERY GIRL LIES A CAMWHORER:

Bye 2 specs!!! Haha I think I look real weird smiling without teeth.

I like my hair from the sideview!!! But from the front it's like sai. HATE MY FRINGE.

What I did on National day:
Checked out my new house, had lunch at Geylang Serai (YUMMYLICIOUS NASI BRYANI), came home to msn with Fiona and webcamed with her! Plus discuss tmr's plans. 3-movie-marathon tmr. Can't wait.

So anyway,
Happy birthday Singapore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Happy birthday Koonaik!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BYE

//P.s. listen to them ok I'm addicted.
In Your Arms - Stanfour
Speechless - The Veronicas
Believe in Me - Demi Lovato
Pages [Acoustic] - There For Tomorrow
Remember When (Used to be Used to It) - There For Tomorrow
Elevator Love Letter - Stars
Stolen - Dashboard Confessional
Knock, Knock - Lenka

"Shoes make me happy. I'm superficial. Whatever."

2009-08-08T19:57:00.007+08:00

All pictures of Mr Lim's wedding on facebook! I'm so efficient hahahaha.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?page=1&aid=79691&id=659102536 CLICK TO VIEW

Shall update another day!!!!!!!!!!!!! I swear I'm getting lazier at the speed of light.

K bye!

Love like this

2009-08-02T16:31:00.009+08:00

Yesterday did some hush hush top secret stuff with Jiaying.

Developed photos ~ I wanna develop more photos one day! Then I shall make a collage in my room wall in my new hse ~

We r accomplished ppl

I love my page best (Y)

Cheesy pick up lines: "Your father must be a thief, cuz he stole all the stars in the sky, and put them into your eyes." or "Are you tired? Cuz you've been running thru my mind." HAHAHAHA.

Our end product.

Webcam spam:

Hey we kinda look like sisters right???????? :)

Str8 teeth whoo

Diamond-crazy Jiaying. She was spamming lots and lots of diamonds ytd!!!!!!!!

We were taking a "laugh" shot. Do we look like we're laughing????

Live long and prosper, goldfishyyyyyy!

Love my cam.

Harry potter me HAHAHA WLAO EH I HAVEN'T WATCH HBP YET!!!!!!!!!! DAMN

Pig

Archie comics!

My glasses damn reflective. I hope I can wear my contacts again next next week!

(I bet everyone who comes my hse has webcam-whored with me alot HEHEHE WEBCAMS FTW)

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Much awaited day:

Hard to take nice pics on a moving bus. And my fringe is like !!!!! zz keep covering my eyes only. I'm blindie not blondie.

Xiwen da pro has amazing photog skills hehehe I love self-praising.

Our pressiezzz for her!!!!!!!!!!

Gotta love the flower shot. Been in love with it ever since I tried it out with Fiona's yellow daisy that time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We have flower power eyes. (P.s. the daisies are chio!!!!!!!!!!! 80c each only HAHAHA)

That cake was bought by her family, Awfully Chocolate!!! Heavenly cake.

I like this shot (cuz I took it). My photog skills r.o.c.k.

Happy birthday Wendy!!!!!!!!! Me and Jiaying caught her off guard today!!!! Hehehe surprised her at her room door with a small cake, singing happy birthday x 2! To make everything a complete surprise, I even smsed her yesterday saying "sorry can't celebrate with you this year etc etc" and told her on friday that we were giving her present only on monday. Hehehe PLAN SUCCEEDED. Conspiracy conspiracy conspiracy. (And she told me today that my bday sms last night arrived at 11.59PM on her phone. Pfffffft.)

So dear Wendy Soe, hope we made this birthday memorable for you!!!!!!! Take care of the photo album okay, and you can add in more photos in the future! Hope the daisies don't die too soon, they are real pretty. And thanks for lunch from her mum too! We ate at Shokudo at Raffles City, man was I full!!!! Yummylicious food (Y)

(p.s didn't upload all the pics of today, all the above are just like.................. 1/10 of it all or smth. Total 200over pics ley I'm not kidding you, would take ages to upload................)

Luv you girls.

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Xinlin's duck farm long ago hahahaha!

Fiona montana undercover hehehehe

Missed Xinlin and Fiona for one week!! Glad they're coming back tmr and tuesday! Class won't be so dead without them anymore :)

And.......Netball match with 3DL and 3HM coming soon!!!!!!!!! They're both really strong classes, but I know 3GR will keep fighting!!!!!!!!!! JIAYOU!
Upcoming lit, phy, amath test.......................I've not touched any hw at all nor did I lift a book. Sigh.
And Shakespeare play was cancelled today............ Double sigh.
Napfa test was...........OKAY! I got a gold :) :) :) :) :) :)
And is it me, or have the teachers suddenly become nicer!!!! Emath - we had amazing race which was fun cuz we need not have usual boring lessons. Mr Lim FTW. Amath - Mr Teo teached abit, then gave us time to do our own work for the whole period, and was could even listen to mp3 music all that. English - Mr Soon let us slack in the library!
And frc still isn't gonna resume next week! :) Keep it that way.

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Some random pics:

Underage driving

My new room ignore my face ok.

Whoo I developed this photo thou my eyebags look horrendous

Kinder......choc!

My lit essay........................wrote 2 and 1/3 pages ok. Proud of how hardworking I was!!!!!!!!! Hehe but actually I chionged it the day before I had to pass it up thou we were given a week to do it.................

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How I rank people in my heart:
#1 Family
#2 Jiaying and Wendy
#3 All my other friends

I wanna keep it that way for(ever) now.
I'm contented with how my life is now, if it's this awesome right now, I wonder how the rest of my life is going to be be played out. Hope this track won't ever stop playing........................

(Oh wow............this post is friggin long. WHOO ENJOY IT OK I SPENT VERY LONG WAITING FOR ZE PICS TO UPLOAD)

Happy Birthday Wendy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-02T00:00:00.002+08:00

I do hope her handphone's time is synchronized with mine, so she'll receive my sms on the dot.

Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDY SOE CLONEY LOVELY LUV LUV BESTFRIEND!!!!

(Oooh she replied my sms already!!!!!!!!! So fast hahaha luv you too babe!)

Been neglecting my blog but nobody reads it anyway rightttttttttttttttt.

Off to tv.

(p.s, you're in for a surprise on monday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MONDAY HAHAHA)

Crossing my fingers for luck

2009-07-28T19:52:00.010+08:00

Searching for the answer,
nobody seems to care,
Oh how I wish that you were here,
beside me,
to wipe away my tears.

And it's a leap of faith,
when you believe there's someone out there,
it's a leap of faith when you believe that someone cares, oh,
and when I call out to you,
will you be right there,
right there.

This mother busy week isn't getting me anywhere..................stressed and tired I just wanna sleep now and wake up at 10 tomorrow.

Oh wait...........lit CA essay due tmr srsly screw this shit.

I love the webcam just like that....................ooh btw I cut my hair!!! Thou lots of people said no difference........................

:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Eh wait I'm supposed to be emo emo now....................

I've got a hunger twisting my stomach into knots

2009-07-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

Blogger is still hopelessly screwed, so I have to use photobucket now..............zzzzz.

Got a million things to do like Napfa, figure out what to wear for the shakespeare play, get $$$ to even buy the tix for the play.............etc. NEXT SUNDAY WE'RE GONNA WATCH SHAKESPEARE!!!!!!!!! I need to get closer to literature....... I am totally lagging behind in lit lor!!!!!!!!! Whenever I see all of them write huge chunks of words effortlessly, I feel so.....noob.

And hmmmmmm next sunday, 2 August, don't know whose birthday huh.............?????? Hehehehe.

Next week is a busy week.
Very very very very busy week.
Sigh.

Ulcers are painful..............esp when they're on your friggin gum!!!!!!!!! Ouch.

And I want an iTouch (which is super super fat hope)!!!!! Taptap is fun hehehe thou I've only played it twice. But still, it's fun!!!!!!

BYE BYE BYE BYE THIS BLOG IS CLOSED FOR A WEEK CUZ I DOUBT I'LL HAVE ANY TIME TO EVEN UPDATE CUZ IT'S GONNA BE A HELL OF A WEEK NEXT WEEK. OK CIAO.

P.s. give Speechless by The Veronicas a listen!!!!!!!! Hooked on it I don't know why. :)

I'm sinkin' slowly, so hurry hold me

2009-07-24T23:36:00.007+08:00

Taken at wendy's hse last week// Being the suaka and frog in the well that I am, I've finally tried out the photo editting function in photobucket!!!!!!!!! So many nice effects hahahahaha ok I should shutup I'm only making myself sound so.............pathetic.

Something has gone terribly wrong with blogger......... it's like totally screwed and I can't upload any pictures.
Shall try posting again tmr.

So anyway, another week has flown past!!!!!!!!!!! Next week is krazy week 5 with NAPFA coming up................GG. I would be happy enough to even pass....................... I think my stamina has dropped like tenfold. Oh geeeeez not looking forward to 2.4 at all............ Hope this year doesn't ruin my gold streak??? Ever since pri5 get gold leh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then now sec3...............cmi.

Krazy crazy krazy crazy mother hectic school life.

Which reminds me, MY CHINESE TEST TODAY IS TOTALLY GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's so friggin hard ahhhhhhhhhhhz...............

I should be reborn either Korean, Japanese, or Caucasian in my next life....................................

I'm half looking fwd to next week cuz I'VE GOT LOTS OF THINGS TO PLAN NEXT WEEK OH WTF. Need to finish doing lotsa stuff in just a miserable 7 days!!

All the lovers, all the fighters

2009-07-22T19:45:00.006+08:00

The secret thing is a scrapbook/notebook we made for Jolene. Happy Belated Birthday! LOL
Now that Jo's present is done, I'M STILL OWING LOTSA PRESENTS.........like 5?? Haix.
Surprise spotcheck on Tuesday. Lucky me didn't get caught. No wait, I'm naturally guai so why would I get caught hehehe.
There's supposed to be an eclipse today. Didn't feel any darker.
There's emath test tmr. There's like one test everyday.....................
ZHENGLAOSHI IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Finally a proper lesson.
I really am disgusted by someone (only my fav girls know who hehehe).
I hate bus 32.
Need chocolate now.
I'm so bored BYE.

Passing cars and summer stars

2009-07-19T11:35:00.007+08:00

My laptop is left with only 9MB of memory space left....................
I'm guessing that's pretty screwed.

So now I can't transfer any pictures from yesterday cuz I don't have enough space to transfer any picture at all............One picture in my cam = 1-3MB.............

So now I have to wait like 1 week for my dad to buy for me some kind of memory thingy, what's it called??? Hard drive??? I don't know. I don't like this 3-going-on-4-year-old laptop..............haixxxx. Can money fall from the sky or smth please?!?!?!?
(EDIT: My dad is the most wonderfullest person in the world cuz he just bought me a hard drive thing today!!!!!!!! It's like 500GB of memory space leh!!!!!!!! HEAVEN. Like I just told him this morning then just now he went out to buy for me!!!!!!!! My dad rocks \m/ OK now I'll hafta learn how to use this thing.........hmm)

But anw, too bad for Jiaying and Wendy HAHAHA must be patient ok.

So yesterday was fun!!!! We spent 5 hours making a secret thing. I would be very very very touched if I received something like that (hint hint hint)!!!!!!! But I can't tell you what the secret thing is cuz it wouldn't be a surprise anymore for that lucky person.

We had Thai Express for dinner (Wendy's treat wow wow wow wow). I'm hungry now zzzzzzzzzzz.

And I was supposed to watch Harry Potter today with my cousins!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But sigh sigh sigh, next week then.

I better go study for my 5 tests now..............yes 5, bloody 5, dammit 5.
(Plus I need to do irritating NYAA booklet thingy......... and still got vocab 1100 words test on tuesday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHITZZZZZZZZZZ.)

Do the helen keller and talk with your hips

2009-07-17T21:48:00.011+08:00

MY BLOG IS SCREWED NO MORE, RIGHT?

So anyway, TGIF (Mr Soon teach us one)
Hell of a week!!!!!! Ok but next week is gonna be worse cuz there are 5 tests!!!!!!!!!!! And frc resumes next week!!! Shuling and Wendy told me: the discipline has become stricter, if you're caught for bad grooming, 3weeks detention from 3-6 and they won't allow you to study!!!!! Just sit there and rot or something.

I swear I never got detention before.....................LIKE REALLY MY RECORD IS CLEAN. (but if the school rules become so bloody strict.....I think I'll get caught.................hair skirt socks.

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GOING WENDY'S HOUSE TMR CAN'T WAIT.
Can see Bebe!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE DOGS.
I predict lots of crazy fun.

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Fiona Montana came over yesterday to "study amath" after collecting her blogshop stuff at kembangan. Had fun studying amath, really HAHAHA.

I HATE MY GLASSES!!!!!!!!!! My degree is 200-300............damn shit hate my eyesight. One more mth and I'm back to contacts :) Can't wait

WE ALL LOVE WEBCAMS DON'T WE. (I still thank Felicia very very very much FOR TEACHING ME HOW TO USE THE WEBCAM!!!!!!!)

Hehehe my ndp funpack drum

Which comes with this Mr Bean drum beating stick!!!!!!!! CUTE RIGHT

Cross eyed goldfish

Nerdyy.......MY SPECS HAS REAL DEGREE OK not those go bugis buy cheap cheap 5bux one.

I like the heart!!!!!!!!!!!

See my straight teeth. Braces ftw \m/

Emo???????? I'm gonna cut my hair soon I swear.

Her dress

Love my cam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Straight teeth ftw again

Hahaha I extracted 4 teeth last time too!!!!!!!! She's pointing at her bogeh spots.

Hahaha makes our faces smaller??

I look so.............................z

I like the daisy................SO CHIO

Guess what

Dno.

Fiona: Come take a picture of me with this fruit tree thingy!!!!!!

My tree brudder. Like real hor hahaha.

SO,

HEHEHE ARE YOU SICK OF OUR FACES???????
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BET YOU AREN'T.

BYE

What's worth fighting for

2009-07-13T19:03:00.009+08:00

Hehehe saturday at rich kid's house again whooooo. Think: pictures, fun, h2hs, gossips, more fun, and hw? ^.^

I kinda like today.
2 free periods and fun interaction period?
Today was chinese oral day so more than half the class was gone after lunch.
Played "I've never" and "I've ever" during interaction, Mrs Low even joined in!

What makes me happy too:
I passed the Amath test!!!!!!!!! *twirls around the room*
But trigo is still killing me and there's hw due tmr but I'm gonna do it tmr morning.

Hehehe ok I wanna say SORRY to Lim Jiaying.
You must have found me very very very irritating today.
Picture me saying "I'm so sad :(" every 5 seconds or so in her face hehehehe.
Oops, girl with crazy changing emotions on the loose here.
But I really am sad :( It's the bloody 13th today............................ :( I just miss you so so so so so much :(

It's Day 2 without Seraph by my side. QUICKLY COME BACK TO SCHOOL TETA!!!! Hahaha.

Chem test tmr........................haixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

I joined friends for sale on facebook ytd and my value increased like $200k since ytd!!!! 8) I was bought like 5 times? Or more? Heehee. (Eh it's only been like 2hours AND MY VALUE GO UP BY DOUBLE!!! Now 600k leh!!!!!!!!! :D Wlao so fun hahaha but I have zero pets now.)

I'm so random, I could tell you I love you, and then I hate you the very next second.
I'm so confused, I don't know what I want, don't know how to make decisions, don't know how to take action.
I'm so weird, I don't even know why I'm even typing this, this doesn't make sense right.

Yuck I'm so wordy.

OK BYE.

Trying to find a place in this world

2009-07-11T20:48:00.005+08:00

Pictures from ndp combined rehearsal!!!! These aren't all the pics, the rest are on facebook. MY FACE LOOKS SO FAT SIGH SIGH SIGH.

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It was raining like some mad cow fish cat dog here.
Lightning scares me.

I think I'm spending money away like..................
And I think the reason why all my money disappears so fast is cuz of HOW EXPENSIVE FOOD HAS BECOME. Like seriously............................I think I spend like........6-10 bucks on food everyday???? :(

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Anyway, school has been tiring. But it's still very fun because of the people, laughter and all.

Amaths trigo is some piece of shit while emaths trigo is a piece of cake....................really.

Fridays are always the best days of the week, but yesterday we had to run 2.4................I really really really ran! Like never stop thruout the whole thing.......but I don't have stamina so my timing isn't very good........... Sigh sigh sigh. And we had english essay test before that.................screwed.

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Hehehe ok just now Lame ASS Jiaying drew me this:

Know why? Cuz I said I was scared of the lightning, then she said it's cuz SHE WAS NOT THERE TO PROTECT ME............... -.- no wait make that =.=''''''''''''''' So she's my superhero HAHAHA righttttttt in a million years ok.

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Life hits me with lots of ups and downs.
Sometimes I wished everything would stop.

We're falling in and out of love and then again before the bell rings

2009-07-08T20:14:00.008+08:00

deviantart has pretty pictures :)

I'm very bored hehehehehehehe.

Lots of birthdays these few days..........I haven't buy any present yet oh goshzzzzz. (Why can't everybody give each other angpao wlao the easiest ok hehehehe maybe I'm just lazy)

So it's Fiona Montana Miley Destiny Hope Cyrus Leong Pei Chi's birthday today!! Xinlin's present for her was hilarious, A HANNAH MONTANA SINGING THINGY TOY HAHAHA. And I made her a (gorgeous, pretty, awesome, best) birthday card!!!

Now there's this thumbprint attendance marking thingy at school!!!!!!! Seraph smsed me in the morning to ask me to do thumbprint with her when I reach school HAHAHA. It's like, type in your nric and put your thumbprint there hehehehe quite cool but then I think after awhile we'll all get sian of it.

Anyway these few days must be reaaaaaaaaaaaaaal hard for Metal Mouth Miley Montana HAHAHA. Cuz we will always eat food in front of her, smile WIDELY in front of her, suan her bout her braces, do everything to irritate the hell out of her. :) FUN Y'KNOW I LUV SCHOOL, NON-STOP ENTERTAINMENT. Maybe I like seeing other people in misery HAHAHA. But occasionally, no wait, ALWAYS, Xinlin will go like "Hi green, go wave to your friends outside there! *points to trees and grass and everything green*" wth hahaha but it's still fun.

Cherlyn's "今天的天气很好" very good to use!!!!!!!!!! Best subject changing line.
Person A: Wah I think I very pretty today.
Person B: .............The weather today very nice.

Ooh had physics test today, .............. ................. ............... haha ok wait I think it was ok. But I think I lost quite a few marks................ maybe just pass????? After that was bugis with Fiona and Cherlyn..........wanted to buy her fabric bangles present but it's so ex there........ripoff. Nvm going out another day with her!!!!! Ahhhh saw a really cute high waisted skirt but sigh sigh sigh...................needa find a GU JUN PYO HAHAHAHA no I'm just kidding. Anyway, have boys over flowers season 2 not!!!!!

Hahaha I'm a member in both DLFC and ADLFC on facebook!!!! :)

////////////////Shld I cut bangs?/////////////////no right. what a stupid question.

AND OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BEST FLEN LIMJIAYING IS ONLINE HEHEHE BYE GONNA TALK TO HER :)

Who doesn't love them?

2009-07-06T20:22:00.005+08:00

Wendy's hungry for Happymeal. says:
Jihoo's face+smile, Jihoo's voice+cuteness/funniness.
Junpyo's loyalty, attractiveness, character.
Yijung's badboy side, charm, thoughtfulness.

PERFECT.

Me and cute Wendy were talking and talking all about them, and sending photos of them to each other HEHEHEHEHE.
I CAN'T STOP GUSHING OVER THEM THEY'RE SO HOT LAR!!!!!!!
I love heart melting smiles.

YA OK BYE NOT GONNA UPDATE ANYMORE CUZ I WANT THIS POST TO STAY UP HERE FOR AS LONG AS POSSIBLE SO I CAN FEAST MY EYES ON THEM EVERYDAY!!!!

EYECANDY!!!!!!

Hope for the hopeless

2009-07-05T11:20:00.007+08:00

Szemin's bday :) koped from nicole's blog.

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School's in!!!!!!!! I LOVE SCHOOL ONLY CUZ OF THE PEOPLE THAT MAKE ME LAUGH EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!!!!!!

Like Teta and Beta (inside joke with Seraph HAHAHA), Fiona MONTANA (or miley leong, either way, they're the same person!!!!!!!!), I laugh at everything!!!!!!!! 3GR is my happy pill!!!! :) And I am Lim Jiaying's happy pill cuz she's always happy when I'm around WHOOO. Right hehehehe :)

And we got 2 free periods on friday Tell.me.how.awesome.that.is!!!!

But other than that, the lessons are their usual boring self. And the tests too. Amaths is like.........fail already lar.

Oh btw, they revamped the school canteen!! The food's nicer, but it's more expensive. Ouch my wallet.

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Anyway, yesterday I went to watch NDP!!! It's not the preview but I thought it was the preview but in actual fact, it's the combined rehearsal. So it was pretty nice, but pretty stupid at the same time cuz I thought the real singers would be there!!!! But there was people holding cards that read "Electrico" "Chen Weilian" Blah blah. Not that I'm a fan of them but..............ya.

And the most stupid part was..................I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED EVERYTHING IN MY CAMERA'S MEMORY!!!!! FUCK. Ok I accidentally erased my 1.6gb, 630 pictures, worth of memory like in the beginning of the show. Which was really friggin clumsy of me cuz.......it contained all the pictures I took since I got my cam, and some of the pictures of the beginning part of ndp...............luckily I have all the other pictures in my computer...........but it's not the original copy cuz I resized everything..............

Oh ya did I mention my funpack is pink HAHAHAHAHA. Cuz they only gave us yellow orange and pink so I was so fascinated that funpacks came in pink instead of the usual boring red blue green yellow so I took pink!!! But the thing is, I'm not a fan of pink!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanted either turquoise, light green or purple!!!!!!!!! :(

Hehehehehe and I learned that actually you can't buy ndp tix. My cousin's in the army so he got 3 tix to the ndp combined rehearsal cuz he helped to pack the funpacks and give them out. We saw him at the counter where they give out the funpacks, and I snapped 2 pictures of him, BUT I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED IT AWAY WITH THE REST OF MY 630 PICTURES. DAMN AWESOME.

Loved the fireworks!!!!!!!!! Reminds me of the scenes where Gu JunPyo and Yijung just snapped their fingers and then fireworks just burst into the sky!!!!!!! :)

This is so wordy.........might post ndp pictures.........another day. Or else it's gonna be at facebook hahaha.

I hate this blog it's so boring. You should miss this blog cuz I don't think I'm gonna post for a very long time........................

Happy birthday:
Yuhui (29 may)
Szemin (1 july)
Shirlyn (7 july)
Fiona (8 july)

I HAVEN'T BOUGHT ANY PRESENTS AND I STILL OWE THEM TO PEOPLE EVER SINCE JOLENE'S BDAY WHICH IS LIKE..........17 JUNE. Haix.

Your faith walks on broken glass

2009-06-30T16:58:00.003+08:00

I swear I am so dead this time. Have to chiong 10 English oral write ups by tomorrow. Didn't even touch it for the whole holiday. See that one thick stack sian diao already. Haha coolness holiday hw was meant for holidays but here I am, doing everything after school reopen. In fact, I finished all my chem, phys, chinese hw ytd and today LOL pro not (haha I copied everything whee I'm so gonna fail this thur's chem test, this thur's amaths test, this fri's gonghan test, next wed's phys test, next thur's eng vocab test and next thur's eng essay test.) SCREW THIS SHIT. I even wonder why in the first place I'm 3rd in class HAHAHAHA. I think next time I'll be like 3rd from the bottom.

Mm went to take IC photo just now..........I knew I was going to hear all the nagging about how you should pin up your fringe, must see eyebrow and all the shitty rules, so I pinned my entire fringe up. Don't give a damn about ic already lar so what if it's supposed to last us 15years.

This is random but I miss Phelia and Felicia (ling)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WNA JIO THEM OUT ON SAT/SUN/MON WHOO DO U 2 SEE THIS. Let's go to the movies!!!! Haha I think I'll also ask Jiaying out!!!! Wendy too bad haha you're quarantined by your mum so you can't go out. :)

Bye I really needa chiong english!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh no shit I think I don't have enough foolscap :/

P.s. I think I should go on a hiatus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But they usually don't work for me???????

I'd be crushed if you walked away

2009-06-28T18:49:00.007+08:00

I quit my hiatus HAHAHAHA

Gr girls outing turned into Xiwen-Fiona-Nicole-and-a-lil-bit-of-Cherlyn outing.

Headed down to dhoby gaut today, bought black cotton on flats with Fiona......LIKE FINALLY I OWN A BASIC PAIR OF BLACK FLATS!!!!!! Nicole met us later.

The flea at Mt Sophia was.......not fruitful!!!!!! For me that is. I only bought an oversized tank there........... pfft pathetic. All the things there were expensive........like 15-20plus those kind. Ok maybe it's cuz I'm only looking for cheap stuffz......hehehe people over here got budget. But........I thought fleas were meant to be like cheap stuffffffz. Like some sort of.......budget heaven.

(Omg I'm damn damn damn sad............................really regret buying the oversized tank now.....................)

K anyway pictures.........

The steps are really killer. Damn tiring and when we finally reached the top.....we were panting like mad.

The place was rather packed.......and stuffy........and HOT. That's the - point about fleas.

Hahahaha she's like tired or smth.

Going down better than going up.

I look so fat HAHAHA K nvm

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School starts tomorrow. I just realised that today..................................

So it's back to waking up at the unearthly time of 5.30 in the morning, eating my breakfast while I'm half-awake, and going to school............................best day man.

IM NOT EVEN DONE WITH HALF OF MY HOMEWORK GG!!!!

There's Physics English Amaths tmr......................what a great way to start the first day of term3 with PHYSICS!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~.~ I've not done a single shit of physics or english hw at all. HAHAHA. On the other hand, AMATHS FTW!

Haha ok I feel so failure........how am I gonna go to jc like this...................

IC making on thursday...........fuckzzzzzzzzzz my ic photo damn shit zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Hahaha my brothers just came back from their swimming competition, then my p6 bro won 4 medals, and my p2 bro won only 1 medal, so he's kinda sad now awwwwwwwwwwwww. Oh no he's cryinggg omg hahahaha I go console him now.

Bye.

Royal conversation

2009-06-27T22:16:00.003+08:00

HAHA OK I BREAK MY HIATUS ONCE JUST TO POST THIS:

Msn convos are always damn bhb with Daniel HAHAHAHAHA READ THIS:

DANIEL. (!) says:
OH MY
MY NEW PROFILE PIC FOR MY BLOG!!

(Xiwen) says:
HAHA

DANIEL. (!) says:
SO SHUAI LA I CANNOT STAND IT HAHAHAH

(Xiwen) says:
k i go see
WOW MY EYES NVR SAW ANYTHING SO ...SHUAI BEFORE
HAHAHA

DANIEL. (!) says:
HAHAHA

(Xiwen) says:
MINE LEH HAHA

DANIEL. (!) says:
THANKS FOR YOUR COMPLETE HONESTY!
YOURS

(Xiwen) says:
EQUALLY CHIO RIGHT

DANIEL. (!) says:
IS
THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING IVE EVER SEEN
OH MY EYES!
TOO CHIO ALR D:
HAHAHA

(Xiwen) says:
THANKQ

DANIEL. (!) says:
HAHA
OHMY
WE ARE SO HONEST WITH EACH OTHER!

(Xiwen) says:
YA
SO HUMBLE? HAHA

DANIEL. (!) says:
not everyone can be like us, so candid
hahaha ya !!
HAHAHAHAHA

(Xiwen) says:
HAHA
WE ROCK

DANIEL. (!) says:
OBVIOUSLY LIKE NEEDLESS TO SAY
THE FACTS SPEAK FOR THEMSELVES

(Xiwen) says:
HAHA LIKE DUHHHHHHH
I MEAN, ITS US

DANIEL. (!) says:
YA LOR !!

(Xiwen) says:
knwo what, sometimes i lazy to read yr blog.
CUZ ITS SO CHEEM

DANIEL. (!) says:
CHEEM !?
the eng is so simple !
HAHAHA

(Xiwen) says:
its liek one big para thr......

DANIEL. (!) says:
as in, really, its simple.

(Xiwen) says:
ok nto cheem but..................LONG

DANIEL. (!) says:
hahaha long doesnt mean cheeeem
HAHAHA
so cute la you ._>
HAHAHA !

(Xiwen) says:
HAHA I KNWO IM CUTE

DANIEL. (!) says:
HAHHAAHA
YOURE LIKE
THE CUTEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN
AIYAH CANNOT MY EYES PAIN ALR!!
TOO CHIO LIAO HAHAHAHAHAHA]

(Xiwen) says:
THANKQ

DANIEL. (!) says:
(applaudes myself for being so honest) again.

(Xiwen) says:
AND U OMG.............I THINK I'LL HAVE TO COMPARE U WITH 10000JAYCHOUS
BUT THEN, STILL NOT ENOUGH!

DANIEL. (!) says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
I KNOW LA,
SO MANY GIRLS KEEP ASKING FOR MY NUMBER
SOMETIMES ITS SO IRRITATING LA

(Xiwen) says:
HMM ME TOO LEI
DANIEL. (!) says:
BUT WHAT TO DO, THERE'S A PRICE FOR BEING SO HANDSOME
REALLY AH?

(Xiwen) says:
GUYS HAIS...........\
HAHA

DANIEL. (!) says:
SO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL TO BE IN PUBLIC!
YA LOR

(Xiwen) says:
YA

DANIEL. (!) says:
SOMETIMES NEED TO WEAR MASK OUT
BUTSTILL GOT PEOPLE CAN SEE MY FACE SO ...
HAHAHA

(Xiwen) says:
ITS LIEK SO HARD TO BE IN PUBLIC WITH A LONG LINE OF GUYS FOLLOWING ME
from sg to jb to some say batammmmmm

DANIEL. (!) says:
GIRLS DO THE SAME TO ME TOOOO!
YA LOR !

(Xiwen) says:
hais

DANIEL. (!) says:
HAHAHA SO IRRITATING RIGHT

(Xiwen) says:
but thats the price to pay for being to........CHIO

DANIEL. (!) says:
sometimes , it's like a burden

(Xiwen) says:
too*

DANIEL. (!) says:
and for me to be so handsome,

(Xiwen) says:
but i guess the world needs ppl like us

DANIEL. (!) says:
haiz
YA!

(Xiwen) says:
so ya lor we take that place lor

DANIEL. (!) says:
ya lor
if not right , the world will be so ...
not awesome

(Xiwen) says:
sad
lonely
dark

DANIEL. (!) says:
YA !

(Xiwen) says:
with us HAHA

DANIEL. (!) says:
WE BRING HEAT TO THE WORLD

(Xiwen) says:
EXACTLY

DANIEL. (!) says:
WITHOUT US, THERE WILL BE ICE AGE

(Xiwen) says:
ya
and we're the SUNSHINE

DANIEL. (!) says:
WE ARE DOING THE WORLD A FAVOUR

(Xiwen) says:
we brighten ppl's lives!
YA

DANIEL. (!) says:
YES !

(Xiwen) says:
HAHA AFTERALL WE ARE MAJESTY AND HIGHNESS

DANIEL. (!) says:
YA LOR !
YOU KNOW WHAT

(Xiwen) says:
WITH WORSHIPPERS EVRYWHR HAHA

DANIEL. (!) says:
587549785094385098340 GIRLS ARE ASKING ME FOR MY NUMBER OVER MSN NOW
MY COMP IS LAGGING LIKE MAD

(Xiwen) says:
HAhAHA

DANIEL. (!) says:
AIYAH WHY MUST I BE SO HANDSOME!!?!?!?!?

(Xiwen) says:
mine is like guys saying: XIwen i lvoe u so so much u damn chio leh very pretty leh
then i go like: no lar no lar
SO HUMBLE HAHA

DANIEL. (!) says:
HAHAHAH
haiz thats why you talk to me right

(Xiwen) says:
ya hahaha

DANIEL. (!) says:
i'm the only one wh can understand you

(Xiwen) says:
hahah ya

DANIEL. (!) says:
aiyoh this girl so despo

(Xiwen) says:
same boat HAHA
ya lor the guys freak me out.............

DANIEL. (!) says:
"daniel you're the most handsome guy i've ever met!!"
the GIRLS are so scary !

(Xiwen) says:
OK OK BUAY TAHAN ALR I LAUGHING LIKE MAD OMGGG

DANIEL. (!) says:
HAHAHAHA
IM LAUGHING ALSO AND MY PARENTS ARE LOOKING AT ME
WAIT

(Xiwen) says:
AHAHAHHAHAHA

DANIEL. (!) says:
I WANT TO UPLOAD THIS ON BLOGGER HAHAHAHA CAN?

(Xiwen) says:
HAHAHA OK OK

DANIEL. (!) says:
K POST LIAO HAHAHA

(Xiwen) says:
HAHA K I GO SEE
LOL DAMN FUNNY HAHA

DANIEL. (!) says:
HAHAHA I KNOW
UPLOAD ON YOURS ALSO LEH

(Xiwen) says:
i bet 10398908ppl will comment also HAHA

DANIEL. (!) says:
HAHAHAHHAHA

(Xiwen) says:
K HAHAHA

DANIEL. (!) says:
OHMY I CANNOT STAND IT
HAHAHAH YA I KNOW

(Xiwen) says:
i mean, our blogs are the HOT NEWS

DANIEL. (!) says:
LIKE DUH
HAHAHA

DAMN FUNNY I TELL U OMG HAHAHAHAHA

I'm going and I'm gone

2009-06-27T18:01:00.004+08:00

HAVE U ALL DONE YOUR HOMEWORK!!!! Been slacking my butt for the whole holiday so I've not completed half of my homework yet..........chionging...........

School in 1day!!!!!!!! What a bitch. :(

(Bright side, flea tmr with gr girlsssss!!!!!! Mmm that's why I really needa finish hw by today.........is it even possible)

I need to buck up and study and use less of the computer!!!!!!!!!!

From today onwards, Xiwen will limit herself to 2hours of computer only!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

BYE, GONNA MIA HIATUS WHATEVER U CALL IT.

(but keep tagging and......keep this blog alive or smth.........hehehe)

Before we crash and burn

2009-06-25T20:57:00.006+08:00

Life has been boring...........................................

Boring................................

Boring........................

Boring................

Boring.......

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So anyway............went to bedok to take IC photo with Lim Jiaying. Which was a total waste of 10bux x.x It doesn't even look nice, the photographer guy sorta zoomed in too much AND NOW MY FACE LOOKS FAT. Ugh. My IC is screwed already I don't give a damn anymore.

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And caught Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen with some 6/4 people today. It's another failure outing..............6 people again, cept' it's not the same people. Joelle Tan, Mandi, Hengyong, Quentin, Xiongle and me.............................primary school outings seem to be failures..............and my class had like 42 people.......and only 6 came today. Double sigh.

Anyway, TRANSFORMERS IS REALLY GOOD. (Y) Two thumbs up (Y)
Go catch it.
I seem to like action/thriller movies more? With all the guns and sound effects and the war HAHAHA...........HA
I've yet to watch Terminator!!! :(
I really wanna frequent the cinemas more. I've only caught 2 movies thruout the holiday, pathetic............ (but no $$ SIGH)
While the whole world seems to have caught Drag Me To Hell, you'll have to drag me to hell first.

Next up: Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince!!!!!!!!!!
Opens on 12July, anyone??????? :)
I have always been a fan of the Harry Potter series!! Read all already! I can Expelliarmus, Expecto Patronum you already!!! I can finish a book in like 1-2 days, cuz I'll be so hooked onto it.............. and I really am a bookworm. I used to read ALOT, but nowadays it seems like there's no time.................

But I borrowed a book yesterday from Bedok library :)
13 Little Blue Envelops by Maureen Johnson. The book caught me eye because I remembered Szemin borrowed that book and showed it to me before!!!! And it's really nice.

Ok I know this seems random but, MY LEFT PINKY IS HURTING!!!
Cuz I slammed it when I opened my sliding door wardrobe.......... ouch ouch ouch ok it's been like 10hours already and it's still pain.

K bye this space seems to get boring-er and boring-er.

P.s. I'm left with.........tons (and tons) of hw.................but dno why this time, I don't feel afraid not to complete it, I guess many other people aren't gonna complete their work too?

On the other hand, I think Amaths is the best hw. I sound like some mad woman but really, I FINISH MY AMATHS MATRIX HW ALREADY HAHA OMG.

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down

2009-06-23T16:50:00.010+08:00

Damn chio right the sky!!! Pics are not edited at all!

They're only 7 and they pose until like that??

Some pictures from sunday. Hehehe I took lots of shots of the sky........................Reminds me of Koizora! Long time since I last watched it, but if I were to watch it again, I'd cry a river for sure.

And...............I dno why..........But I'm probably the lousiest shooter ever. WHY THE BALL CANNOT GO INTO THE HOOP!??!??!?!?!?!??! @#$%^&*

Anyway, I love my camera.................... :)
12mp ftw.

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Let's see.............................homework left:
Chinese: 1 zuowen, 1 gonghan, 1 jianbao, zuoye, the chinese ppt we've yet to complete. English: some shitty oral thing. Amaths: ws 5.6, the matrix ws. Emaths: online quiz, the tax price hire purchase etc ws. Chem: some ws on chemical analysis. Phys: some killer ws (I think I shall ignore physics first, physics can go eat my shit). SS: the ws on sri lanka blah blah. E.geog: ws on rivers and coasts (oopsy i left my tb in school, so can't do!)

I'm so screwed HAHAHA........HAHA......HA................................................. ~.~

I bet everybody is cursing MOE/MOH/Whatever now. In fact, fuck you very very much for not extending holidays!!!!!!!!!!

6.more.days.to.school.

Mm.........and IC making on 2july.........which is in about a week's time? I NEED TO GO TAKE A NEW PASSPORT PHOTO URGENTLY!!!!!!!!!! LIMJIAYING WHERE R U!!!!!

And I spent today listening to Korean music/Kpop (?) while doing amaths..............
SHINee, Super Junior, Girls' Generation, Wondergirls, Boys Over Flowers OST..................... :)
And I'm so gonna finish amaths and emaths by today!!!!!!!

And my eyesight is...........deteriorating. In fact, it became so bad that I had to go make new lenses for my specs.......................gonna collect them tonight................finally no more straining my eyes to see the puny words on the computer screen. I CAN'T WAIT FOR 3 MONTHS TO BE OVER SO I CAN WEAR MY CONTACTS AGAIN.

H1n1 is spreading fast......................................................like 160+ cases already in sg. Omg right.

THEN WHY MOE/MOH STILL HAVEN'T SHUT SCHOOLS DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(mmm I'm one of those selfish people who only want extended holidays so no need to go back to school..........but still, WHAT ABOUT OUR HEALTH!!!)

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The situation at home's kinda messy now. Seems that nothing is going right for us. Sometimes I'll stop to think, why us? Why do all the bad things, unlucky things, happen to us? We're having a financial problem, yet I still go out every week, spending my dad's money away..................... Makes me feel guilty. It hit me yesterday, "maybe it's time I should start getting serious, putting my 100% into studies and family, stop playing, stop using the computer for hours everyday". My dad is already so troubled. I shouldn't add to his troubles anymore and be a good daughter, perfect daughter, daughter who doesn't always go out, daughter who stays at home everyday to study.................

Maybe it would be better if the rumours about the world ending in 2012 was true. Then we'd all go to heaven or hell and then no worries.............

Ok I sound suicidal. But.I'm.not.ya.

I was trying to fly but I couldn't find wings

2009-06-22T11:45:00.010+08:00

I just realised it's my 101th post........................yay?

I've got 100over pics in my camera to transfer over....
And I still hafta resize them later on.......
Oh well, another day.

Anyway, Happy Father's Day!!!!!!!!!! (belated)
Celebrated my brother's bday ytd, but his real bday is on wednesday, 24th june!
Happy early bday thou, you're 12 already, PSLE is no joke? Hope you can study hard and pass all your subjects zz.

You really need to watch this....................SUPER FUNNY HAHAHA. Weiqi showed it to me ytd.

Su Ju members cross dressing hahaha!!! I like the guy who went kept saying "Stupid/Fool" and "No no no no ha!" HAHAHA.

This is the Gee mv which the cross-dressed Super Junior members danced to above.
It's hell catchy omgggggg. Gee gee gee gee geeeeeeee

Haha imma Super Junior fan for...................4 days already!!!! LOL
But I still dno all of their names......I remember there's a KimKiBum in Super Junior, I only remember his name cuz of KimBum hehehe. Boys over flowers ftw.
I sound like a korean-drama-boy-crazy obsessed woman. nvm

Marry U mv

Anycall bodyguard mv, starring Yijung and Gaeul!!! Sort of linked to Boys over flowers?

SHINee MVs.

Wondergirls!!

HAHAHA. Korean madnezzz.'
If you realise, there's like alot of dancing in Korean MVs!! I wna learn their dance!

Taylor swift :)

And............is there school next week???
Cchms has 3 confirmed cases of h1n1......that's old news right, but hope they all recover.
But it would be gr8 if school holidays were extended..... ;)

Lookin fwd to: 6/4 outing, Flea with gr girls on sunday........and umm probably another meet-up with fav girls???? Can we go wendy's hse again hehehe.

K bye

Super junior

2009-06-19T23:46:00.003+08:00

I like this song.

So catchyyyyy, Daniel told me of this song before. Sorry sorry!!!!

My new love, Super Junior.
I dno how many of them are in the group, so many!!!!!!!!! But I like.

Ok wait, I still like Kim Bum, Lee Min Ho, Kim Hyung Joong and Kim Joon better. Boys over flowers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Korean ftw. Better than taiwan. Or japan.

(below post is by Limjiaying)

OK bye

Fabulous

2009-06-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

XIWEN LUV JIAYING.

I AM XIWEN.

BYE.